The Motorcycle Lane Diary : So much in the Past

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Yesterday
My weekend so pack. On saturday i went to Bangi and yesterday gone out to K.L. It's a quite long time when we've never see each other after the graduation day in 1998. And some changed physically but some remains.

My biological system are infected with virus that made my movement slower than usual. Nowadays everything in this ecological system of life has evolve and mutated to survive.But sometimes we've found out some people they just don't want to evolve to a better life even there's a dream in their mind.

Some people they're mutated to evil wearing a human masked. They act so kind hearted and friendly to us. On the other way they stabbed us from behind. Relationship of friends is not based on money but still there's still act like that. For sure that's not a relationship. So it's just a shame that we can never change some people even we've know their inner potential to success. To change is oneself work not by the others even in the Holy Quran have stated that.

When we're trying to escaped from the our ancestor history that we're never thought so great made us near to it. Even now the complexity has grow to another thing that we've never imagine of think about it. Some people will think that we're so crazy and tell us it's just a made up story. For us who hold that responsibility know how hard for us to take it or to leave it. It's not just about us ...it's about every single person in this beautiful land. It's not a curse at all but it'll be a great responsibility if it's real.

Today

AKU BISA UNTUK MENJADI..APA YANG KAU MINTA..
UNTUK MENJADI APA YANG KAU IMPIKAN..
TAPI KU TAK BISA MENJADI DIRINYA

i've feel so weak with the viral fever. But still need to go for work. never made a day as horrible in your life but make it as wonderful as it is. "La la la la" a favorite words come out from some of us. Really it's sometimes sound so cute but it's depends on how the tone created it. It's sometimes can show the happines or sadness or else.