The Motorcycle Lane Diary : I'm Selfish Son...

Song of the Day : Swallowed - Bush


warm sun feed me up
i'm leery loaded up
loathing for a change
and i slip some
boil away

swallowed followed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed sorrowed
i'm with everyone and yet not


just wanted to be myself
hey you said you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
in the middle of a world on a fishhook
you're the wave


swallowed borrowed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed hollowed
sharp about everyone but yourself
swallowed oh no
i'm with everyone and yet not
i'm with everyone and you're not
i'm with everyone and yet

piss on self-esteem
forward busted knee
sick head
blackened lungs
and i'm a simple selfish son

swallowed followed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed oh no
i'm with everyone and yet not
got to get away from here
i miss the one that i love a lot

Yesterday
Talked about life,relationship and everything else like a norm person did. Sometimes we're never realized why there's a ying and yang energy around us. Positive and negative auras of our own. The inner power of our mind. These day people don't want to take heavy about all these thing. With the medication from the certified M.D and toxicated our body system with the engineered chemical by human. And at least after 5-10 years we might facing some new disease. Even the aedes mosquito nowadays have mutated into some new species.

People in the city or even the village in this beloved country also actually mutated in their minds. Some are becoming more violence and some turn into the perfect physcic minded. Without feels the changed we've lived our life as usual. Stress is now a public disease. Hope suicide won't be a culture here .

Now it's easy to become a millionaire. It's only if we really want to do it or not. Knowledge and tolerance is most perfect weapon in business. Other than academic subject everything else are also important for us to learn to use in our daily life.

Today
It's quite along time i've didn't called her.I've just feel that she's not in a good condition. Then i've send a sms and there she goes. She had a fever. Maybe because organizing and manage an event is very tiring job but she's good at that. Every one of us has a different dreams so for better life let the tolerance spark and support each other because we're living in the symbiosis life.