Sacred Cave : Moment in life

Every one of us has our own unique moment that will be remembered till the last day we inhale the air into our lungs. Some might have one special moment but some might be having a plenty moment.

As an ordinary homo sapien in this beautiful land, i've also my several moment that i'll cherish and brings to my older age soon. It'll be a great story to my children and so on. Moment consist of sadness, happiness, anger and tragic or etc. But in every moment we have giving us a chance to learn about life. An education that might be never found in our academic syllabus.

People who said they're never really a moment in their life is one who not really connected to others and maybe to their own self. It's not a hard thing to do to pick up one moment..just one moment in our life to remember for. Never think too much until we lost our memories.

So if there's no moment just create one to be remembered...

Iklan Layanan Masyarakat::Submisi XLimit : 2 Hari lagi !!

Tinggal lagi dua hari untuk anda menghantarkan sumbangan anda ke majalah XLimit..
CEPAT! CEPAT!!

Untuk terbitan seterusnya sifoo.com akan bergabung tenaga dengan Komuniti R.O.S.A (yg menerbitkan majalah pdf 30h7) dalam penerbitan majalah Xlimit sifoo.com.

Tajuk yang seterusnya adalah bertemakan "Saat di dalam kehidupan"(Moment in life). Serlahkan saat gembira, sedih atau apa sahaja yang anda lalui selama ini.

Hantar karya kreativiti anda dalam bentuk VISUAL IMEJ (Digital, tradisional) atau PENULISAN (sajak, puisi, artikel) atau dalam bentuk FOTOGRAFI (snap! snap!) kepada kami untuk terbitan volume seterusnya.

Apa-apa pun karya anda TIDAK PERLU TERIKAT sangat DENGAN TAJUK (tajuk syarat jer hehhe)... Bebaskan minda anda untuk berXperimentasi, Xtreme kreativiti dan pastikan ianya Xlimit!

Tarikh tutup penyumbangan hasil kerja ialah pada 30 April 2006.

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http://www.sifoo.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=14262

Sacred cave : Wow it's a damn good video..

After solat i went to uncle Low place and get myself a total video for learning flash professional 8. The collection of video is very cool indeed. So if anyone would like to learn more about Flash then you should buy this video. It's worth your money shopping at Uncle's Low.

I've planned with some of my friends to come out with with style of tutorial but maybe our daily job didn't let us to spare some time for it. But we're keep trying to do it.

Yes there's so many planning but at least we're already come out with our pdf/online mags. So that's the good step even it's not giving so much in return. But when actually doing that mags we feel like to connected to the people around us whose we've known or not. The feeling to describe one words sometimes brings people together.

Still i've not giving my next issue of see:R.O.S.A because of the busy period at my daily office. And also for X-Limit i think it' not work so good this time but don't worry i'll try my best to help them. That's what friends are for...helping each others no matter how. That's the moment of life if we're realized it in detail even it's just a small thing to do.

I know there's a lot of person out there behind the sifoo.com name who are struglle more than the old oil tank that keep the noisy beat but doing nothing. And heard about the team who struggled with limit of time to come out for the version 6. Man..I feel proud for you guys for doing it.

Still there some good people among them..and some samrt girls too.. That's what makes sifoo.com is always there for us because there's some people who really believe in it.

It's not about the money..it's about the spirit of sifoo.com. I should give my RESPECT to those people..and we really know who they are. It's not for the title they have..it's not for name but it's a kind of spirit .

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : So Pissed off..

"Inside an office, a fallen angel
A smilin boomer with snake eyes
Creates the latest trends
And i just cant pretend
Dont call me your friend"

Yesterday
I'm still not well.I've if she was around even a bad situation could turn into happy time. It's been about a year she's been abroad. So i've lost a partner in crime for having meal out at Secret Recipe and so many fun thing to do. I do missed her a lot for not being around. I've guess she really working hard to settle all her problem out there.

Today
In these day there's so many king of suicide and the drama queens around us.. When we're having a tea at 10 a.m. Me and my friend saw one female officer for the past few years she was in our department and when she'd been transfered she seemed so different. Still have some people like this atittude.

So weird and some pretenders.

In life there's so many people wearing a masked covered their true real face. So many time having this particular situation really make me so pissed off. There just like to rape the originality of friends word. when it comes to the third time, it'll be the last time they'll be connected to my life. It's the rule of third of everything and for everything.

Forever means is all not seen, Never means forever brings everything

I'll take a rest till next wednesday to setup back my studio. Maybe i'll call chin to help me redecorate the studio. She also will have a long vacation to stay for her grandmother in Klang. If Olye is here, i've guess she'll love to help me out. All depend if use move his thing by this sunday. If not it's still not easy for me to redecorate the studio.

Next Month will start a new studio for 3oh7. And i've to run the online tutorial by myself and a help from some really good friends.

Maybe next month i'll try to take a class on 7chakra reike situated at section 9. Also run a personal course Macromedia Director class with azman for Uitm student. But we just can plan it and don't know what will ahead in the future.

Sacred Caved : Never shame if you're broke

Broke sometimes make people depress and become low in self esteem but actually it's only in our mind. Once we could get rid of it we'll get a lot from it. I've guess everyone of us has faced our broke period either in money or with relationship. Giving away for free also not a right thing to do as example you give away RM 10,000 to a person on the street and maybe you'll still find him on the street in the next 6 month later.

In my life experiences, even we're in a biggest broke time we still get food in to our stomach. One of my friend that actually not really from a wealthy family. He has a good job and getting married. But it's only 6 month away from his big day. At first he so nervous not because of the Big Day but he has no enough money to spend for his big day. In such situation some of us might lose our ability to think right and started to feeling down. A remarkable result and we've found out that he came out with nearly RM 20000 one month before the big day.

So how did he do that?

The result is he knew that there's 24 hours in a day. And it's all the same like everyone else. Even he has a secured job but still he cannot make it for RM 20k for 5 month time. He actually spend an hours or two for a freelance job mostly just managing a freelance group where don't take so much time for him to spend. I guess finally he find how to use his mind to get rid from the broke problem.

So if we're really use the power of our mind, everything is possible.

Hikayat Urban Sari : Demi Darah Yang Mengalir...

Takkan Hilang melayu di dunia...kata-kata laksamana legenda melaka yang pernah menggegarkan dunia melayu. Setelah 400 tahun masa itu, kini muncul kembali keturunannya. Dan Bukan hanya keturunan pendekar melaka itu sahaja yang muncul tetapi sebenarnyanya semua nama yang pernah agung di suatu masa dulu telah kembali keturunannya cuma tidak diperbesar-besarkan. Memang jika kebenaran itu nyata pas ti akan ada kaum-kaum keturunan yang akan terduduk, terpaku dan menginsafi atas kekejaman dan kesalahan lampau.

Biar masih suam-suam kelihatan kebenarannya, ditertawakan dan dinafikan, telah ada balasan kepada kaum-kaum keturunan yang telah menganiayai kebenaran yang sepatutnya. Porak-peranda dan kepanasan jasad mereka. Biarkan kekayaan mungkin bukan tujuan utama tetapai mengangkat maruah keturunan yang dipijak-pijak oleh mereka dalam hari yang sungguh terang.
Bila yang lampau telah berkumpul memberikan semangat menghalaukan segala saka jin yang memagari cuba mencabuli kebenaran telah lari meninggalkan tuannya yang begitu akrab.

Tumbuh semula flora yang dikatakan pupus dari tanah air ini di tapak yang sepatutnya menyerikan sekitar dan menembusi pandagan mata kasar yang sebelum ini tidak pernah dapat di rasai oleh sentuhan jari jemari . Bertaburan benih tanpa ujung pangkal asalnya.

Ada yang boleh kita elakkan dan ada yang terpaksa kita terima walaupun berat tanggungjawabnya kerana ia telah di catatkan dalam kehidupan yang lepas. Biar begitu pelik pada mata yang memandang kerana yang menanggungnya lebih perit memikul. Bagai hendak ditinggalkan tidak berdaya dan dilupakan tidak mampu.

Kewujudan yang bisa mengubahkan segalanya katanya semakin hari semakin bertambah dan semakin sulit untuk difahami. Bila terbentang kebenaran itu,tiada yang mampu menafikannya...
Kerana perjuangan itu bakal bermula pada saat ketibaannya nanti..Dan demi darah yang mengalir...

Mawar dan Kumbang

Cebisan mawar itu bakal tanggal dari tangkainya,
Hilang wangi semerbak diterbangkan angin,
Seri warna pudar ditelan masa,
Sang Kumbang Masih setia menanti?

Patah Sayap Cintanya si Kumbang pahlawan,
Di kikis oleh debu-debu beterbangan,
Hanya Menemani buat seketika,
Dan Bukan untuk selamanya,

Sampai waktu seri itu tiada lagi,
Sedarlah mereka masa telah tiba,
sang Kumbang terbang bersama sayap baru,
Mawar terus tenggelam dalam penantian,

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Queitly i'm ahead .....

"in the way we know
we could have it all
some
satellites of pain can't always be ignored
it's all in the face of what we thought we knew before
war on all sides"

Yesterday
I'm not feeling so well these day and slept all day filling my body with antibiotic to normalize my fever. Didn't hear any sound of sms and call to my ears until it late at the evening. And there's still some people who taking care about us when we've thought that we're all alone indeed.
So yesterday is just wonderful because i get some sleep more than any day before.

Today
Wake up at 5:45 am as usual. Ready for work with 45 % fitness and healthy meter in my body. Rushed into the cold morning breeze and as usual there's still some person like to speeding and don't want to let others being infront of them. This time some rempit kid with RXZ. Damned! I'm not feeling well to speed against him but the feel of being front is yet covered me..and we did speeding against each other till we've reached Menara telekom. Yes it's fun speeding in the morning.
Took my breakfast with fried rice and still i'm hungry. My boss stil not in because he's attending a workshop on IT security at PD.

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : The Mysteries Evolve...

jika..kebencian meracunimu.. Kepada...manusia lainnya...
maka sesungguhnya iblis...sudah berkuasa atas dirimu
maka..jangan pernah berharap..aku..akan mengasihi..menyayangi..
Manusia manusia..yang penuh benci..seperti kamu...

Yesterday
My fever were getting worse. rest but still not enough. went to my parent house and listen to the mystery story. The mysteries has seemed to evolve to much more unbelievable and exciting thing.
There's some mystery fauna suddenly grow at my grand father's house. It's not only one species but there's has many kind of species yyet to be confirmed by olders never been see by them in their life.
The other world is just a mystery to us all. Even we've know about it but only some people could see with their eyes. And all the people who made our family suffer has now get their so called judgement. I've felt that i've should to go back home at the village to see my great grandmother grave and her father grave to because before this we've been informed with the wrong story. As the great grand children i've should visit their grave and give the respect that i should do a long time ago. And for all what he did for our family , i'm truly with my deepest symphaty thanx to him. The journey and situation we've facing is so much complicated even we're don't really know about it deeply.

Today
Still not feeling well...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : So much in the Past

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Yesterday
My weekend so pack. On saturday i went to Bangi and yesterday gone out to K.L. It's a quite long time when we've never see each other after the graduation day in 1998. And some changed physically but some remains.

My biological system are infected with virus that made my movement slower than usual. Nowadays everything in this ecological system of life has evolve and mutated to survive.But sometimes we've found out some people they just don't want to evolve to a better life even there's a dream in their mind.

Some people they're mutated to evil wearing a human masked. They act so kind hearted and friendly to us. On the other way they stabbed us from behind. Relationship of friends is not based on money but still there's still act like that. For sure that's not a relationship. So it's just a shame that we can never change some people even we've know their inner potential to success. To change is oneself work not by the others even in the Holy Quran have stated that.

When we're trying to escaped from the our ancestor history that we're never thought so great made us near to it. Even now the complexity has grow to another thing that we've never imagine of think about it. Some people will think that we're so crazy and tell us it's just a made up story. For us who hold that responsibility know how hard for us to take it or to leave it. It's not just about us ...it's about every single person in this beautiful land. It's not a curse at all but it'll be a great responsibility if it's real.

Today

AKU BISA UNTUK MENJADI..APA YANG KAU MINTA..
UNTUK MENJADI APA YANG KAU IMPIKAN..
TAPI KU TAK BISA MENJADI DIRINYA

i've feel so weak with the viral fever. But still need to go for work. never made a day as horrible in your life but make it as wonderful as it is. "La la la la" a favorite words come out from some of us. Really it's sometimes sound so cute but it's depends on how the tone created it. It's sometimes can show the happines or sadness or else.

Sacred Cave : Journey to the end of the republic..

" the journey to end of the republic...the end is the beginning of the end..!"

All of me

How can I go on dear without you

You took the best

So why not take the rest

Why not take all of me

You took the part

That once was my heart

Why not take all of me

Sacred Cave : Blessed Are the Sick!

I'm so tired, in anger,
hate to feel, feel betrayed,
no longer have cooperation energy,
lost my smile, befriended with the devils,
break the angel's right wings,
lost confidence in some species named themself as friend,
pull the trigger and wanna shoot people who love to lie,
behind the mask of citizen humble face.
digging the gold and thou should die...

3 red key flags to watch

In relationship both woman or man there's red key flags to be watch over :

#1: Over-reactionary:

Someone who is over-reactionary, jumps to
conclusions too fast or without all facts, and someone who is on
the "emotional" side of reasoning. This type of person can create a
lot of drama, hellacious fights, and will harp on even the "small
stuff" blowing everything out of proportion. They will always have
something that bothers them, their feelings will always get hurt,
and they will continuously create reasons to fight.
Over-reactionary people thrive on drama. They are "drama queens"
basically... and believe me, I have seen both male and female "drama
queens". They will accuse you of doing things that you have never
even thought of doing. They react with their emotions, and not with
facts.

#2: Impulsive:
Someone who changes their mind quickly & constantly,
takes actions without thinking, makes huge decisions without
thought of consequence, and has sudden uncontrollable urges. These
type of people are highly prone to cheat! They think in the moment
and not of the future. They also tend to have unstable careers,
always changing lifestyles & opinions, non-consistent parenting
skills, and will decide to leave & divorce you just as quick as
they decided to marry you or sleep with you.

#3: Extreme high/low mood-swings:
Someone who is overly happy one
moment, then either angry or in the depths of depression the next.
They have sporadic and ever-changing moods... and you never know what
you are going to get next. They also get mad and angered easily,
quickly, and unexpectedly. This will spark many fights, out of the
blue.... When you least expect them. It is not uncommon for someone
who is over-reactionary or impulsive to also have these high/low
mood swings. Many times they just come with the territory of
already being overly-emotional. People with high/low mood swings
can be very emotionally draining to be with and unsettling to be
with. You never know what side of them you are going to get, when
it is going to change, or when they will get mad, sad, happy, etc...

2 men who met the same woman-- but got totally different results...

Good Morning Men,

Something very interesting happened recently. I had dinner with a
group of friends that I don't get to see too often. We were at a
local restaurant and in walked an attractive young woman. Suddenly
it was obvious that 2 of the men I was with knew this woman. She
came over to our table, said a quick & friendly hello, and went on
to the table she was being seated at.

As she stepped away, the two men that obviously knew her (who
happen to be very good friends) asked each other, "How do you know
her?"

The first one (Brad) said, "That is the woman I met a couple of
weeks back that I took home and she was so freaky in bed. She is a
complete ditz, but fun nevertheless. I think she must be a
stripper."

The second one (J.P.) laughed and said, "That is the woman I dated
a few months back that is an awesome and very talented plastic
surgeon. She is extremely successful for her age, but she decided
we should just casually date and also see others."

Everyone was laughing at the table.

How could two men (both friends) have such a different feeling
about a woman?

For starters, Brad is derogatory. He has complained for YEARS that
he can't find a good woman and that every woman he finds doesn't
have any ambition. He goes to clubs and picks up women regularly
(obviously without getting to know them very well), and his last 2
relationships have ended up being with very "clingy" and
unimpressive women (both didn't have jobs, and both of them had
more baggage than a sky cab).

When Brad talks it is all about him. He has a very impressive life,
but by always talking about it... he can't ever find out if the
woman
he is talking with also has an impressive life.

Now, J.P. on the other hand is a very congenial guy that will talk
with anyone, loves getting to know people, asks more questions than
he talks about himself, and isn't so derogatory. J.P. does not just
go out on the town looking for "one thing" (although that is always
in the back of his mind).

J.P. has dated several women that are very interesting, smart,
successful, and he remains friends with almost all of them and
still casually dates a few of them.

Because of his ability to "pre-screen" with his questions and his
congenial, non-threatening personality, J.P. has had better luck
with women overall.

Here is the funniest part though.... Brad is the better looking of
the two. Brad is way more successful than J.P. Brad drives a nicer
vehicle than J.P. Brad dresses nicer than J.P. Brad has a much
bigger and nicer house than J.P. But, when all is said and done....
J.P gets all of the better, more high-caliber, women!

Why? Because J.P. asks them questions and gets to know them. He
doesn't try to impress them and just tell them about himself. He is
congenial, he isn't afraid to approach people, he loves getting to
know people, and he is happy-go-lucky with a well-rounded, funny
personality.

Brad on the other hand enters a conversation with a derogatory
notion. He just talks about himself. He just expects the woman to
be "a ditz", or jobless, or unimpressive. Because of his past
failed relationships (that he still hasn't gotten over) his
"perceived reality" of women is skewed.

The moral of this story:

Don't assume a woman is "a ditz" (or a stripper) until you get to
know her. And, ask her questions... don't ramble on about yourself.
MAKE IT A WONDERFUL DAY!!

Shelley McMurtry

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : I'm Selfish Son...

Song of the Day : Swallowed - Bush


warm sun feed me up
i'm leery loaded up
loathing for a change
and i slip some
boil away

swallowed followed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed sorrowed
i'm with everyone and yet not


just wanted to be myself
hey you said you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
in the middle of a world on a fishhook
you're the wave


swallowed borrowed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed hollowed
sharp about everyone but yourself
swallowed oh no
i'm with everyone and yet not
i'm with everyone and you're not
i'm with everyone and yet

piss on self-esteem
forward busted knee
sick head
blackened lungs
and i'm a simple selfish son

swallowed followed
heavy about everything but my love
swallowed oh no
i'm with everyone and yet not
got to get away from here
i miss the one that i love a lot

Yesterday
Talked about life,relationship and everything else like a norm person did. Sometimes we're never realized why there's a ying and yang energy around us. Positive and negative auras of our own. The inner power of our mind. These day people don't want to take heavy about all these thing. With the medication from the certified M.D and toxicated our body system with the engineered chemical by human. And at least after 5-10 years we might facing some new disease. Even the aedes mosquito nowadays have mutated into some new species.

People in the city or even the village in this beloved country also actually mutated in their minds. Some are becoming more violence and some turn into the perfect physcic minded. Without feels the changed we've lived our life as usual. Stress is now a public disease. Hope suicide won't be a culture here .

Now it's easy to become a millionaire. It's only if we really want to do it or not. Knowledge and tolerance is most perfect weapon in business. Other than academic subject everything else are also important for us to learn to use in our daily life.

Today
It's quite along time i've didn't called her.I've just feel that she's not in a good condition. Then i've send a sms and there she goes. She had a fever. Maybe because organizing and manage an event is very tiring job but she's good at that. Every one of us has a different dreams so for better life let the tolerance spark and support each other because we're living in the symbiosis life.

sleepless...restless

Mir ist schlafrig...Ich habe Ruhe drigend notig!

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Cling to your dreams...

"We're living in a constant fight
Too much pressure everywhere
And all around

Don't let it pull you down
Hold on tight
Cling to your dreams

Don't you depend on someone else
Think for yourself and win the race

The chance you got comes never twice
Do your best, (and) do it right

Time will come but don't you hide
You are on your way


Should live your life, don't care 'bout any scorn

Just let them fool around
No need to cry
Don't give up

Try to be as smart as you can be
Because everyone of us own so much ability"
- Michael Weikath

The bestest thing to do in the morning inside the motorcycle lane is speeding. Our life is like riding a scooter. If we not taking chances someone will slashed for it.

Yesterday +
it's was a quite tiring day because i've to go for the meeting at 3 different places. And at night me and Long Kar Wai went to Puncak Alam to see some fraud person. But in the end we got no chance to see him, at least Long Kar Wai did a chance to speak with him by dialing the old number that said to not to be used anymore. So we went home and stay for dinner at Stabukdina.

In studio i've tried my old design skill and yet found it fading away..ideas won't come easily these day. Maybe too much doing management works.

Start next month, i'll live by myself at studio. So i can decorate as i always want. That's the best thing for next month.

Today ++
Stopped for awhile at my parents house for laundry. having my breakfast as usual and sms my friends for morning greeting. Yes sometime when we're in the crisis and the busiest time we've forgot to say even hi to our friends. A simple words that sometimes some people think it's the biggest thing to do.

These day technology has the power to communicate but still we've never use it for a better relationship. Friends come and go but true friends stay. And foe is always near with us.

Ambition sometimes kills when we don't manage it well. But the better life is to cling for you dreams because shit happens!

Song of the day : Afraid To Shoot Strangers - Iron Maiden

Lying awake at night I wipe the sweat
from my brow
But it's not the fear 'cos
I'd rather go now

Trying to visualize the horrors that
will lay ahead
The desert sand mound a burial ground

When it comes to the time
Are we partners in crime?
When it comes to the time
We'll be ready to die

God let us go now and finish what's
to be done
Thy Kingdom Come
Thy shall be done... on earth

Trying to justify to ourselves the
reasons to go
Should we live and let live
Forget or forgive

But how can we let them go on this way?
The reign of terror corruption must end
And we know deep down there's
no other way
No trust, no reasoning, no more to say

Afraid to shoot strangers
Afraid to shoot strangers

Poll Result # 5:Which fantasy/extinct animal will be your pet?

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
Dinosaur..if still exist	3	10.3%
Dragon	2	6.9%
Pegasus	3	10.3%
Unicorn	8	27.6%
Garuda	6	20.7%
Sphinx	3	10.3%
Gummi Bears	4	13.8%
Total	29

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : The World Has Turned ...

In business, relationship is hard to create but it's easy to lose it. I've watched how it lose and some of them are still in good and veryu trusting situation. Became a project manager sometimes it's hard to give out your decision even though their are given so many chances but they're never appreaciate it. Some of our client are very good but they're all in a sudden fall down when they cannot delivery in actually their capabilities. This is because of too much working on many project and don't realize that they're leaving some in a bad situation.

I did arguing with some of my client who turned to be my friends and they've asked why they've been terminated. It's never been a personally involved because i've always kept separated between jobs and personal life. But somehow i've noticed that they're never realized their mistake. Their biggest mistake actually is not really commited to the projects. It's involving the money of citizen of Malaysia, how can the 've no feeling of guilty when they're living with the people money and yet not finishing the jobs?

For me it's the also the sin but some people they're just take it as a simple thing. Some people they're actually living taking advantage of other people. When they're in hard situation begging like beggars and symbiosis with us like deathly fungus but when they're have a real good time they're leaving like bees with the honey. It's a life. And actually GOD is so Almighty. Our life is just like a wheel. We've never know what lies ahead. For every action there'll be a reaction. The simple physics formula that actually came out for the Great Al-Quran.

And we've already knew that the world has turned and keep turning...

6.6.06 - the evil is coming!

the new omen will come on screen 6.6.06

Dreams

"When we were young we thought the future was so bright
The situation was so alive
And every one of us on this world
Was gonna make it big and not be beat

Chances thrown
Nothing's free
Longing for what used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams"

original by Dexter Holland
modified by freak

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Distant Voices

"i never thought i'd get away
cause all there is is fading fast today
maybe you sleep well in your head
bring on the night let the cold moon burn instead"

+Yesterday+
Went back home in a raining. Stopped for a while at my parent's house. Played awhile with my lovely PiPah. My mom said she missed me. Back to my studio and do the cleaning session. Try to made a melody for the lyric my sis wrote. I've found these day that creativity for making song has already fade away slowly. I've to rearrange and made some changes to the lyric. Yes she is a really good writer indeed.

Long time ago i've one friend who wrote a beatiful lyric for me, my long forgotten bestest friend Farizah. When ever she wrote a new lyric will sit at Engineering Lake and find the melody. But years go by, but the memories still remains and i've never deny all these change. It's too late to turn back now, i'm running out of sound because everyone will change someday.

"have you ever heard the words
i'm singing in these songs?
it's for the girl i've loved all along
can a taste of love be so wrong
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part "
-Billy Corgan

Sometimes there's a thing we could never describe in a normal life. Every of us has our own aura of some sort of energy form from our self. Some people they know how to raise up their inner power but most of us didn't. Today's life is exposed to more negativity than the positive thing. That's why our positive inner power been blocked by environment negativity source. She said most of the people will have the orange aura because negativity is all around us these day.

"and for a moment i lose myself
wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
i've journeyed here and there and back again
but in the same old haunts i still find my friends "

Nowadays everyone seemed to be busy and so do i. But even we're not spend time too much together but when each of us have a hard time, there's always time we keep for friends.

Q.ot.D : What I've Lost

"You know its fun to rewind and replay all the things we did
What once was lost just cannot be returned...What once was gone just cannot be returned"

Poll result : What is your favorite number?

What is your favorite number?

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
1	1	4.8%
2	0	0.0%
3	5	23.8%
4	1	4.8%
5	1	4.8%
6	2	9.5%
7	5	23.8%
8	0	0.0%
9	6	28.6%
Others	0	0.0%
Total	21

Sacred Cave : eliminate the dream

Some people they're like to judge without knowing or look deeper. Once the words came out it'll be a disaster.

Action should be made by thinking a lot not just saying like we're Mr. Know It All.

Silence is sometimes not meant losing the situation nad never look down to people because each of us has their own capabilities and inner power.

Some people they just don't respect what others believe.

Some people they're just satisfied where they're but some are just don't find their niche yet.

Some people they're just love to stay low profile and some just said so but infact they're annoying sometimes.

So everyone has their own reason so no need to enter the space of ungreetable site.

Hikayat Urban sari : Mata hati suram...

Aku berjalan pada sebatang jalan menjelajahi masa dan pengalaman manusia. Akhirnya tiba di satu hutan yang indah. Begitu banyak flora yang sungguh eksotik dan fauna yang pelbagai. Di dalam keindahan yang terpamer ada satu kelainan. Beza apa? Pelik aku rasa. Tiada bunyi unggas dan melodi cengkerik yang menghiasi panorama ini. Aku melihat semua mata tertumpu pada satu cahaya nun di hujung sana.

Aku beranikan diri pergi ke sana. Iyelah dalam daerah yang aku tidak pernah kenal tetapi kerana ingin tahu aku beranikan diri. Dan di situ aku lihat satu keindahan yang tidak wujud dalam dunia nyata. Sekuntum bunga ros berwarna emas kehijauan seperti layu ingin menyembah bumi. Ingin ku berbicara padanya tetapi mana mungkin bisa ia meluahkan kata-kata.

Aku menoleh ke kiri lalu bertanyakan kepada si kumbang pendita yang kelihatan begitu sedih. "Wahai tuan kumbang pendita, mengapakh kelihata sayu diri tuan hamba? Sedangkan cuaca indah ?" Tanya aku. Kumbang pendita pun dengan suaranya yang tersekat-sekat " mana mungkin kami mampu bergembira bila ia sedih...bila bunga itu sedih". Fikiran aku agak terusik. Apa kelebihan bunga ros ini?. Perasaan ingin tahu semakin menular dalam diri ku dan aku terlihat sepasang burung tiung perak juga kelihatan sedih.

Aku bertnya soalan yang sama dan jawapannya begini " Indah suasana tidak bererti bila kasih hati kami bersedih" . Dan begitu juga jawapan yang di berikan oleh sekelian makhluk yang ku tanya. Begitu kuatnya kasih mereka pada bunga ros yang satu itu. begitu dalamnya tarikan yang ada padanya.

Lalu aku menuju rapat kembali kepada bunga ros hijau itu.

" Wahai ros hijau, ciptaan Illahi yang Maha Esa, engkau mungkin tidak mampu meluahkan kata-kata tetapi aku fikir ko mampu merasakan perasaan sekelian di sekelilingmu. Aku tidak tahu betapa kuatnya tarikanmu, betapa istimewanya diri engkau sehingga mungkin engkau tidak perasan setiap ekelian yang ada begitu menyayangi malah mengasihai engkau. Aku ini tiada apa-apa melainkan kata-kata boleh ku sampaikan, aku hanya kelana singgah ..berbakti pada yang perlu.. kerana Yang Maha Esa Telah banyak Berbakti kepada kita.

Aku tidak tahu diri engkau tetapi aku dapat rasai keistimewaan pada dirimu nescaya tiada sekelian di sini buta akan itu melainkan mereka yang sesat termakan hasutan Azrael'

" Dengarlah kataku ini, janganlah ko sedih jika ada sesuatu perkara yang merunsingkan dirimu kerana sekelian yang ada ternyata sangat menyayangi dirimu. Nescaya fikiran serabut itu akan hilang sedikit demi sedikit. Dan Aku tidak boleh lama di sini ..hanya itu yang dapat ku pesankan.'

Selepas itu aku pun meneruskan perjalanan aku menuju ke daerah yang di cari. 100 langkah berlalu aku terdengar kicauan unggas dan suasana gembira terpancar di hutan yang penuh dengan keindahan itu.

" semoga keindahan ini kekal dengan penuh kegembiraan' Bisik hati kecilku sambil memulakan perjalan ke daerah yang tak kunjung tiba.

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Air in the head...

After a long holiday it feels so lazy to go for work.

Yesterday...
I stay at saripol's new house at Puchong Indah ( some said to be Republic of Puchong Indah / R.o.P.I). Well its really worth for paying about RM 550 and get such a two storey terrace house with 3 bedroom. Even my studio in old flat building in Shah Alam is at the same rate. But i'm loving more to shah alam environment. But actually in Puchong indah the situation is not so bad. You 've everything around you. That's the best thing there.

Today...
I've a good sleep. some people they're really tired because they've to work till late of night and hope they get their rest and a good sleep. I've my breakfast ate 'pulut kuning' and rendang ayam ...and now i feel so sleepy. Today is also the interrogation session with my boss about the project management and budget. It's already enter the second quarter of this year but i've only spend about RM 3k from RM 300k for my projects budget. For sure i'll be bang in the meeting. I'm not so worry about RM 100k but the rest RM 200k is something to worry about because this amount goes to all the 8 comic projects under me. And there's about 8 situation of problem i've to handled.

end..

Hikayat Pegasus Merah : Pertemuan

Pertemuan

Cheras, 8 april 2006.
Long Kar Wai, Peminjam wang berlesen tetapi menjalankan kegiatan pinjaman tunai yang mencekik darah. Berpusat di USJ Taipan. Keturunan campuran cina dan melayu. Amat licik dan di takuti.

Shah Alam, 8 April 2006.
Ah Kit, Keturunan Melayu Bugis. Nama sebenar tidak di ketahui. Menjalankan aktiviti pemalsuan dan juga terlibat dalam urus niaga 'ayam' segar di sekitar lembah Kelang.

Puchong, 8 April 2006
En. Pranatchapron, Keturunan kacukan Melayu-Siam. Mahir dalam bidang teknologi. Memegang saham terbesar dalam beberapa kegiatan online kasino.

Sentul, 8 April 2006.
Pramungkas, paling muda dan agak ganas. Jarang menunjukkan mukanya di khalayak ramai.


Kesemua mereka bertemu untuk satu misi dan satu tujuan...

Sacred Cave : 1,2,3...

She called me in the morning,
I've thought it's really her voice,
But it's seemed it's came out from my dream,
And i've though she'll aready back home.

As I walked between the falling rain,
I've survived from being wet,
But the tears that's been sucked by the gravity'
Made me so wet in deepest space of my heart.

Hearts once collide for emotion called love,
Suddenly a lightning of hate and anger came'
She don't even know her fault and i've admit it,
For all smallest things she done seemed
to be blinded by the biggest thing that's shouldnt,

when touch is gone,
even whisper of her breathe is dying,
and the shadow of her kindness blocked,
and for the moment i've realized...

actually the lost of the sweetest moment,
where breathing is just faking to live,
where feelings is below the sea,
and hearts pounds so fast.

And i've thought i really heard your voice.

Sacred Cave : Foto : shoot session @ Putrajaya

Foto:shoot session @ putrajaya

titled: people
venue : infront Putra Mosque
date : 9th April 2006

R.O.S.A : Ah Long !

"Kalau takat RM 200 tu bolehlah aku pejamkan mata...tapi ni RM 2000. Nak tak nak kena terjah gak mamat tu" kata seorang member gwe.
Rancangan untuk menjadi ah long katanya pada hari ini. Ini semua cerita pasal down payment kereta yang dilarikan oleh sales person yang tak berguna.

Takpe ..hari ini kita cari dia..tanya apa punca masalah dia tu.

Jangan sampai ah long menambahkan bilangannya kat Malaysia ni...

R.O.S.A: Patience is like a bread...

Bite my tongue
And I won’t say a word against anyone
But I don’t wanna get my fingers wet
Unless it’s an accident

Fell out on the street
Now I’m watching my shoes and I grit my teeth
But I don’t have to look that way
If I had half a say

It’s about time
It’s about time
Lick my lips
And I won’t hear the end of this

On your knees a reassurance
Buy some time and come back for it

Before long
Before it’s gone

Patience is like bread I say
I ran out of that yesterday...

Poll # 3 Result- How you listen to your mp3 songs

How you listen to your mp3 songs?

Result :

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
I've my computer	9	27.3%
I've smart phone	2	6.1%
I've mp3 player	7	21.2%
I've burn it and listen to my cd player	5	15.2%
I've portable Media player	10	30.3%
Total	33

Sacred Cave : Track no. 3

track no 3 :" Blow Me Away" - completed

Track for "Republic of Freak" that has completed the composing phase :
1: One Blind Eye
2: Thorn in My tongue
3: Blow Me Away
4: Secret Love of Duke and Duchess - in progress

HIkayat Gali Perigi : Permulaan

Mula-mula memang payah nak cari kerja. Time tu aku baru lepas grad. Macam sekaranglah rasanya. Yalah sekarang pun ramai lepasan universiti yang masih menanam anggur. Tapi ada juga yang bernasib baik sebab anngur yang di tanam laku sehingga ladang-ladang pun orang nak beli.

Kembali 9 tahun yang lepas..

Pada akhir 1998, memang aku gembira sebab ttidak perlu lagi menghafal nama-nama saintifik flora untuk lulus exam.Cukup 3 tahun aku kena dera menghafal segala macam nama rumpai laut, paku pakis, lumut dan pokok-pokok hijau. Memang masa belajar best..tapi bila da kena praktikal..cubalah bayangkan aku kena kerat akar anak pokok getah tu..guna mikroskop tahap mikro ..mau berpinau biji mata aku. Lepas praktikal tu barulah aku tahu yang jiwa aku tak sesuai untuk botani. Hanya untuk belajar sahaja.

Tapi perit gak time 1998 tu, habis merata kilang cari keje sementara semua reject. Siap berlakon cam budak geng bintang tak abis sekolah pun tak lepas masuk kilang gak. last-last gua give up..ada member da dapat keje. sorang sorang blah dari umah sewa tu. Last aku terpaksa pindah masuk rumah lain. Tinggal sorang gak member aku yang suka baca buku camner nak jadi kaya tapi keje dia lepak dalam bilik..Makan pun pesan je..Hampesh tul.

Tunggu punya tunggu last-last dapat kerja technician kat kilang bikin DVD. Lekat lah aku sampai dua tahun kat situ ..sempat amik memeber aku yang tak de keje layan keje kat situ. Aku rasa department kita org kat kilang tu la semuanya budak degree dari grad akaun sampai ke chemical engineering ada dalam department bikin stamper DVD. Time aku tu bebudak FTSM paling bertuah sebab kuar je banyak peluang ada..tapi tu time aku..time skang ni..aku rasa berlambak bebudak grad IT dan Multimedia buka ladang anggur. Ramai sangat da umat yang grad IT ni..tu tak kira yang belajar sendiri lagi tu...

Tapi tu la..walau bak kata member aku yang still lagi skang keje kat kilang yang sama..Nak buat apa cari keje lain..kilang ni pun sebulan ko bleh bikin lagi banyak dari gaji pegawai. Memang Betul..Mewah..Keje penat sikit je..sebab penat badan ni sekejap je ..bantai tido pas tu bleh gi main boling kat Fajar..peh tu bleh tgk wayang kat metro kajang. Tapi Mampuslah aku..kalau 2 Tahun bende sama je aku bikin. Sampai bebudak shift aku, kita org bikin procedure chemistry sendiri untuk hasilkan stamper dvd dan vcd..satu shift bleh bikin sampai 40 title tu.. Yee le da 2 tahun keje..tak yah ikut step..da boleh agak..sampai si process engineer pun belajar ngan kita org.

Tu la takat tu je aku boleh tahan. Last-last ada sorang member aku uja aku ngan satu jawatan yang agak menarik di sebuah plantation company..Dan time tu gak aku dapat offer utk RHB bank..la time cari tak de la nak dapat ..time tak cari menimbun lak datang..So akhirnya aku buat keputusan utk masuk company plantation walau di bantah oleh awek aku..skang da jadi bini orang da..Sampai bila bila aku akan ingat nama company penipu ni..SANTRI Holdings.....

to be continued...

Sacred Cave : Good Luck & Congrats!

Good Luck to Pinky Angel and the Casa Heaven blogger who will have their doom's day for their thesis and Viva... May the force be with u all...

Congrats too the lasso boyz who graduated last week at UTM Skudai

X Limit open for contribution

Volume 00 April 2006

Karya Campur Tanpa Limit!

Volume pertama ini mengetengahkan karya-karya yang terdapat dalam forum Karya Digital dan Tradisional
sepanjang 2004 - 2006. Juga terdapat karya-karya terbaru yang belum pernah dipaparkan di dalam forum berkenaan.
Terimakasih pada para penyumbang atas sokongan terhadap majalah pertama ini.


Untuk terbitan seterusnya sifoo.com akan bergabung tenaga dengan Komuniti R.O.S.A - http://rosa.3oh7.com(yg menerbitkan
majalah pdf 30h7) dalam penerbitan majalah Xlimit sifoo.com.

Tajuk yang seterusnya adalah bertemakan "Saat di dalam kehidupan"(Moment in life).
Serlahkan saat gembira, sedih atau apa sahaja yang anda lalui selama ini. Hantar karya kreativiti anda
dalam bentuk Visual Imej (Digital, tradisional) atau penulisan (sajak, puisi, artikel) atau dalam
bentuk fotografi (snap! snap!) kepada kami untuk terbitan volume seterusnya.

Tarikh tutup penyumbangan hasil kerja ialah pada 30 April 2006.


Berikut adalah saiz ukuran helaian majalah:-

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Semua imej mestilah menggunakan resolusi 72 dpi, RGB atau Grayscale.

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berikut:

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Semua hasil kerja mestilah dihantar ke alamat seperti di bawah:

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see: R.O.S.A # 4 - Ashes of times

Get your copy of issue number 4 at http://www.3oh7.com/mags/download/rosa4.zip

Poll Result # 2

Can you accept the generosity of another person--a man or a woman, gracefully?

result

Answer Votes % Chart a) Only With Great Difficulty 2 9.5% b) I don't want to owe anyone anything. Better that they owe me 5 23.8% c) Sure, why not. 10 47.6% d) What the hell are you talking about? No one is ever generous to me. 4 19.0% Total 21

if your answer is a, you have a self confident but still low

If your answer is b, you lack of self confident and see the generosity as a threat

if your answer is c, you have a 100% self confident and never see a generosity as a threat

if you answer is d, better work out with you social skill.

Sacred Cave: Awaken from sleep..

Suddenly my old disease come back and this time quite a disaster. All my system became so tired. And as usually the doctor still not find the truth reason.

Woke up today after get a sms from reload about going to UGLY's house warming party. Clean my studio and when to GIANT to buy things for my fridge and kitchen.

Surf internet to look for a new article.

Rest...