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The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Phewww..

I woke up so early today and surfed internet reading an online newspaper. It's about 5 years after our promises between friends who formerly live in Bangi. Most of them have already get their PhD. As for me i've never promise to further my study but i'll love to enter a new area of knowledge or career that different from my study. And so as them..my promises to be better than the FTSM of our batch. And most of our So called pure science graduate friends not working in pure science industry but nearly of 50% were into the IT and multimedia area. The next meeting should be on this april at Bangi to discuss out next journey.

There's a really harmonic and quiet morning on the lane. Rode with 60km/hours enyoying the morning view of urban environment. When it comes to the road or traffic, it's sometimes bring out the real of people , their true mask. Some people they're just don't care about others and the style of driving or riding can cause accident.

every moment when we started to open our eyes in the morning, actually a new chapter was been created. It's not so stereotype because it'll be a little different that sometimes we don't see in our routine. And that made our everyday is so wonderful if we're really see through of it. Every single words been listened, every single smiles that rock the day, every single tears that drop ...every single of things happen has it cause and affect.

Sacred Cave : X Limits...

Everything has a limit but there'll be one online soon without limit..X Limits, a collaboration of Sifoo.com & 3oh7 create an online pdf mag where words can be described in different ways!
Coming online soon...

Sacred cave: Wasted years...

try and error !

R.O.S.A : Long lost friend

Yesterday i've dating with my long lost girlfriend. Aida was my collegue when we're working at one plantation company in Kajang. Yes internet really connect people. She find my number in 3oh7.com. After enjoy chatting bla..bla.. at the mamak, i've invited her for dinner at my studio. i've cooked for her the mushroom spaghetti. We've quite a good time. She now working in Sabah. She take a visit while having a workshop in Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam. So thanx for dropping by girl!. My long lost best friend..So we don't know when will we be meet again.

Today i've woke up not so late. Cleaning my room and kitchen. I've guess it's so fun to cooked your own meal. Need more experimental for a good recipe. Yeah i know one chef who turned out to be a designer. Chef Nizam.. Maybe he could teach me some good recipe then. Elita 's spagetti and laksa, i've guess the best ever after my mom's. Yeah maybe i could invite more people soon.

Right now i'm giving some consultation to some one about interesting topic for men. The reason to consult is to share my experience . But they've to choose their own way then ...either to be a good or naughty. For me i've still enjoy being naughty. And hope to find more people join us in this exciting topic. But it's only for men.

Da for now i'm still frustrated with some so call malay entrepreneur...

R.O.S.A: Bilakah Melayu Nak Berubah?

Mula-mula aku pun tak suka sangat bila orang cakap macam ni. Tapi bila aku start kerja managekan projek baru aku sedar memang melayu mudah lupa. Mungkin bukan terlupa tapi mungkin terlalu mengejar kekayaan.

Memang aku dulu pernah buat freelance bila buat kerja dengan company atau gomen, mesti angin pasal bayaran lambat. Tapi bila aku menjadi orang yang menguruskan projek baru aku dapat lihat. Memang kebanyakan orang perseorangan atau syarikat bumiputera ni memang manis pada awal nya iaitu pada masa nak dapat projek. Tapi bila dapat..hampesh itulah alasan inilah alasan. Baru aku kenal orang melayu kita.

Apa yang aku tulis ini bukan pada semua melayu tapi pada segelintir yang merosakkan peluang 8usahwan-usahawan bumiputera yang lain.

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : What if...

Everytime the question which starts with this stucture of words " what if..." brings different meaning either it'll come with good or bad reaction. This kind of question structure actually so powerful taht can create some sort of energetic action and might be can bring down the government too.

As i rode along the motorcycle lane, the same breeze..the same people.. the uncle who rode vespa with his jacket noted " Unit Pemotongan Syabas". And today i've wave my hand to him.It's just a respect give to him. Still have an accident but this time it's minor. Maybe some people they're rushing and forget that they're not the only one who use the lane.

Today i wear my so called " Kesatria Baja Hitam" Helmet. I've used to wear this helmet if i'm going for a long journey but today i've just feel like to wear it.

When i've step in to my office, everything changes...All the smooth breeze and all the cool smile lost..and came a working indentity because i don't even like to add my working life with my personal life.It's better be separated...

Song of the Day :
I See You, You See Me by The Magic Numbers

I never wanted to love you, but that's okay
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway
But darling when I see you, you see me

I asked the boys if they'd let me go out and play
They always said that you'd hurt me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me

And it's alright
I never thought I'd fall in love again
It's alright
I look to you as my only friend
It's alright
I never thought that I could feel there's something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

I never thought that you wanted for me to stay
So I left you with the girls that came your way
And darling when I see you I see me

I often thought that you'd be better off left alone
Well throw a circle round a man with broken bones
But darling when I see you, I see me

It's alright
I never thought I'd fall in love again
It's alright
I look to you as my only friend
It's alright
I never thought that I could feel there's something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

You always looked like you had something else on your mind
When I try to tell you, you tell me "nevermind"
But darling when I see you, you see me

I wanna tell you that I never loved anyone else
You wanna tell me that you're better off by yourself
But darling when I see you, you see me

Oooh, oo-oo-oooh...
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think I'm falling for you

This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think I'm falling for you
(repeat)

I never thought
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
I never thought
This is not what I'm like, I think I'm falling for you
(repeat)

I never thought that I could feel there's something
Rising, rising in my veins
And it looks like I feel there's something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again


Sometimes we might falling down for the nearest person besides us...


Quotes of the Day:
" To be rich is not getting so many job but to make sure one job is done till it's completed"

Dessert of the Day : Apricot Yogurt

Sacred Cave : Holly Molly Sunday!

woke up late because saturday i went to Seremban met with Bro Rudinaz. Travelled with elita and saripol on commuter train. It's quite a long journey too.. about 2 and half hours from subang jaya.
The meeting is about how we can managed the sifoo.com. Arrived at home 11 p.m.

Today i do my laundry and tidy up my studio room. Went to my parent house and get back to studio again at 3 p.m. Watching the dvd titled " Failure to launch"... very interesting story. If you like "Hitch" maybe you should watch thias movie.

Cook a noodle soup, making a apricot yogurt and pepermint tea.

Elita and Saripol came to my studio.

In life there are some people they're just like to break promises and always hope people just listen to waht their problem is. Find us when they're having a bad situation in their relationship or else. Actually they don't have confidence and sometimes it's just like using people. We do talk when called people.. if not it's were so annoying.

Heard a great news from my best friend about her job. Thanx thats good.

So everythings is such nice when you eat an apricot yogurt...Nyum..Nyum...

Sacred Cave : Track 02: Thorn in my tongue

finally i've finished compose track no 2 for the Republic of Freak digital music compilation titled "Thorn in my tongue". To Listen click Here

// This song about some people who are afraid to tell the truth.



thorn
n.()

1. Botany.
   1. A modified branch in the form of a sharp, woody spine.
   2. Any of various shrubs, trees, or woody plants bearing sharp, woody spines.
2. Any of various sharp, spiny protuberances; a prickle.
3. One that causes sharp pain, irritation, or discomfort: He is a thorn in my side.
4. The runic letter þ originally representing either sound of the Modern English th, as in the and thin, used in Old English and Middle English manuscripts.

Sacred Cave: One Blind Eye

My "Sampoerna High" has dropped to no. 37 in i-bands experimental music chart but luckily the song entitled " In the haze" has raised up to no. 15. So i need to compose a new song.

Yesterday i've managed to compose one song for 2006. I called it " One Blind Eye". You guys will have a chance to hear it soon. Still the genre of this track is techno and electronica.

I'm in the middle to set a new digital compilation called " Republic of Freak".

R.O.S.A : Malam...

"Malam - Nacht - Nuit - Notte - Noche"

Pekat malam ini
Mengusir hari
Pada siang yang merintih gusar
Terngiang pada satu fokus
Yang tertepis pada satu riak yang membawa erti
Jasadku kaku
Tika haruman menikam ke pelusuk rongga
Hati yang mati, pada haruman itu aku tersentak
Imaginasi yang terlintas pada suara yang merdu

bila suaranya meniti mindaku
aku sesat dalam realiti diri
mencari sesuatu yang tak pasti
hanyut bersama tsunami fikir

Sacred Cave: Digital Music Composition

last year digital music composing compilation

// Titled: Freakygarden
Track 01 : Setiawangsa hill
Track 02 : A sweet childhood memories
Track 03 : Chemistry between us
Track 04 : Kindness Kills Emotions
Track 05 : Run Freaky Run
Track 06 : My Bloody Valentine
Track 07 : Pornstar
Track 08 : Game is not over yet
Track 09 : Devil of my own
Track 10 : A Song Of Betrayal
Track 11 : Suicide confession
Track 12 : My Dying Days

Sacred Cave: Rain down...

rain down, rain down
come on rain down on me
from a great height, from a great height...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Sometimes we don't know...

Today before going to work i went to my parent house. They so excited because today they're going to Labuan to see my eldest sister there. Having my breakfast there. It's been a quite time i've didn't have a mom's made breakfast even the distance from my studio is not too far from my parent house.

Then i've started my journey to motorcycle lane. Everything is same but then i've realized that the shell station is closed for renovation. And new area is cleared for another apartment development project. I've still thinking where the hell i would buy me a house? To buy a house in Shah Alam is my dream but the price is so high. The similar location if i like to buy a house is in Bandar baru Bangi. When you're in B.B.B, it's just feel like you're in shah alam.

Suddenly my imagination been stopped by something. Why did so many riders were stopping? Oh No... I could see one man is unsconciously laid on the ground. Oh Man.. Poor guy. Heard they said that tha poor guys skidded because the lane was a little bit wet. Hope he'll be okay..May Allah help him...Ameen.

After that i've guess every riders that past that view has slowed down the speeding. Yes..who know what will happen?

Flash Back to 9 hours before....

I've felt so happy because my friends they're happy. One of my friends got a new job that give her a chance to grab experience. To her whatever decision she made..she will know that i'll be around if she needed a support. While my other friends so excited because she finally got her 'P' licence for B2. Yeah..you know what...when i've that news it's just sparks a firework of excitement in me too. I know she work hard to get it..But it's really worth it .. To her congrats for your success.. Hey you made one success story in your life. My other friend got a book download from my server. Yeah he feel to like that book and for me..whatever i've think can benefit to increase our knowledge is best to be shared. And for me..i've been so happy listening to the happiest moment from my friends made me cooked my self a supper that i've called "Salad of Happiness"

R.O.S.A : Sejuknya petang ni...

x: alo geng
x: brader
y wussup?
x: lu pakai HP aper skang?
y: nokia 6260
y: apa pasat?
x: belapa wang lu angkat?
y: sikalang sulah murah maa
y: 700 boleh dapat
x: 7 latut bagi wa masih banyak wang la
x: haiyaaa
y: boleh cari second munya maa
y: 600 ratus moleh dapat
y: talak pun angkat itu 6600
y: lagi murah meh
x: belapa?
y: lima
x: ooo
x: itu nkia sabun ka
y: baru RM 700
y: second lima
x: foh
y: amcam tokei?
x: apa yang apa macam?
y: kasi angkatlah satu
x: hahahaha...
x: satu takpa
y: lu bisnes ma maa
x: tapi wa kena angkat 2 la
y: ya lor
y: mau letak meeting reminder ka apa ke semua senang maa
y: lu bajet dua berapa mau?
x: nnt wa pigi sana sungei wang recce
x: bawah seliban
x: lagi bawah lagi cantik
y: aiyah..kita hidup malaya munye negeri maa
x: buy one free one
y: egegege
x: hehehe
x: tgk la..ala bland mulah tapi cun pun ok jugeerr
x: itu m munyer sony elikson belapa aa?
y: itu TPM kata mau kasi ubah itu lifestyle maa
y: itu manyak mahal lorh
y: 1700
x: haiya..itu lakyat ubah lifestyle...itu PM talak mau ubah ka?
x: aiyo..mahal ka
y: PM dia munye pasal laa
y: wahahaha
x: itu lor
x: sana jamban lumah bikin libu2
x: lakyat munyer lumah jamban pun mau talik kasi flush susah
x: haiya
y: mau sedap berak lorh
y: mesti libu2
x: hehehehe
y: kita bikin simple munye jamban sulah sempoi
x: hahahah
y: cuma mau kasi lepas hajat saja lorh
x: yalor
y: bukan mau tido lalam itu tempat
x: hehehe
x: ala tempat lest tangan loh
y: sikalang semua sulah naik
x: lu tunggu la..ekonomi ala sikit goyang la nnt
y: ya lor..2008 balu ada okay sikit
x: wa sikalag sahut itu kelajaan ..tanam sendili makanan
y: sikalang lagi muleh angkat itu wang cari..cari banyak2 meh
x: yalor
y: wa sikalang pun mau bikin itu tabiat sama lu laa
x: har..wa ala buah naga
x: lu mau binih..latang wa munyer lumah
y: wa mau tanak hidroponik munye sistem sayur
x: flee a kasik kawan2
x: sinang mau tanam
x: selupa cactus juga
x: lu cucuk kasi biar la..talak payah silam2
y: itu glukos saja maa
y: itu serat munye jenis talak ka?
x: selat aaa?
y: ya lor
x: haiya..selat talak tanah lor
y: itu selupa anak sulaiman ala bikin
x: nnt la wa pikir apa macam
x: anak sulaiman?
x: apa lia bikin?
x: tanam padi atas bubung ka?
y: ya lor..itu mau move lumah munye olang
y: dia ala tanam itu selat apa?
x: tanam apa?
x: cindawan ka?
y: lama dulu ada dia celita..
y: gua pun tatak tau meh
y: gua talak tempat luas mau kasi tanam lorh
y: aiyah..manyak awek lawa ooo

// perbualan terputus kerana gangguan oleh seorang awek yang comel..

Bila waktu petang, otak sudah kepenatan..dikala itu fungsi kreatif pada otak akan lebih teruja...

Di mana sahaja anda berada dan walau siapa pun anda, isu kenaikan harga minyak menjadi perbualan hangat...

Joke of the Day : Oldie But Goodie

An eighteen-year-old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her
period for two months. Very worried, the mother goes to the
drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit.

The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing,
crying, the mother says, "Who was the pig that did this to you? I
want to know!

The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later
a Ferrari stops in front of their house; a mature and
distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in a very
expensive suit steps out of it and enters the house. He sits in the
living room with the father, the mother and the girl, and tells
them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem.
However, I can't marry her because of my personal family situation,
but I'll take charge.

If a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a
townhouse, a beach villa and a $1,000,000 bank account.

If a boy is born, my legacy will be a couple of factories and a
$2,000,000 bank account.

If it is ! twins, a factory and $1,000,000 each.

However, if there is a miscarriage, what do you suggest I do?"

At this point, the father, who had remained silent, places a hand
firmly on the man's shoulder and tells him, "You'll sleep with her
again".

-Bruce

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : It's a cute cat!

Today i woke up late. Start my journey to the motorcycle lane at 7:15 a.m. Around this period of time, there's so many motorcycle. Some riders ride with happy face...some of them with sleepy face and some with no face at all [ of course i didn't see their face because they're wearing the full faced helmet..].

When i turned my head to my right view there's very bad situation... traffic jam on the car lane. At the moment i've really relieved that i've owned a scooter. No matter how late i am..still can catch the punch card machine.

While i'm on the motorcycle lane, there was another scooter..it's modenas elit sport. This scooter is one of my favorite beside the cool Gilera. I know whenever scooterian found moskito they've feel like to beat us moskito. But how fast i speeding ofcourse the elit sport will be fastest than my laila. They're 150cc engine! Malaysian made scooter we've to proud of.

When i'm riding the scooter it's feel like having a vacation on a yacht around the bermuda island..

Sacred Cave: Kadangkala kita lupa...

R.O.S.A : How much difference?

Toing..toing..It's already 4: 50 pm. I've guess it's time to take a little break before i go home.

" I'll swallow poison till i've grow immune"- Eddie Vedder .

Yes!..

everyday it's the same kind of jobs and i think i've already immune with this so many project to handle. It's a hard time during 8.00 a.m till 5.00 p.m. But the moment i step out from this building and there's a smile in my face like all this day job problem and work seemed to vanish from my mind. I think most of the people will have this same feeling. Never bring your day job into your personal life. It can ruined you like hell.

The ray lights of sunshine always brings something different each time. Everyone of us already be in their own day job experience and finally get out from it. So remember .. everytime you step out from your work place do thanks to God for the challenging day and congrate yourself for the braveness facing all this situation. You'll feel great..

Da....

F.O.Y: The Signs of Deceptions

#1 Body Language

• The person will make little or no eye contact. A person who is lying to you will do
everything to avoid making eye contact.

• Physical expression will be limited, with few arm and hand movements. What arm and hand
movements are present will seem stiff, and mechanical. Hands, arm and legs pull in toward
the body; the individual takes up less space.

• His hand(s) may go up to his face or throat, especially to the mouth. But contact with his
body is limited to these areas. He is also unlikely to touch his chest with an open hand
gesture. He may also touch the nose or scratch behind the ear.

• If he is trying to appear casual and relaxed about his answer, he may shrug a little.

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Riding on the Monday Blues

As usual, being a servant for the citizen needs to open my eyes earlier then people who works in private sector. Last thing when gravity pull me down to sleep is...damn it..i can't remember it.

Monday morning where people are rushing to work with unhappily smile. There's so many people who waiting for the bus. Some of them were the permanent public transporation supporters. Some of them might listen to our DPM to change our style of life because of the madnessly increased petrol price.

Today my moskito is using new caltex gold fuel. This is the new product from Caltex. It's been for awhile i've not filling my tank with Caltex and it's so confused when i've didn't find the green petrol hose but yellow and red. It's a little bit confused because all these year even when there's Bangla who work there's learn to talk malay by using this favorite work " Hijau ..Merah..Baru..lama...".. and yesterday i've didn't find the green one. Actually the new product gave more kicks to my moskito's engine and feel to love using it.

Back to the motorcycle lane, it's a simply a quite day with less motorcycle today. Maybe i'm too early. The morning breeze really fresh until i've reached aroun Sungei Way area. The smell like hidrocloric acid sharply attacked my smell sensor. Then came the smell from the liquor factory that so called had generated the rising of our economical level.

Everyday now and maybe for the next 5 years i've might be mutated to another creature when i don't have to breathe using oxygen. Maybe all of us have different gasses for need to stay alive.

While riding my Laila ( my moskito name been given by Elita and my sister, Nelli) , I've realized that day after day we're actually living in world without a clean air. Riding in this lane giving every different story everyday if we see deep around us.

Poll #1 Result

If Someone stare at you what will you do?

Answer	Votes	%
Stare back with the evil eyes	2	16.7%
Keep your view down	0	0.0%
Look at different View	0	0.0%
cALL THE pOLICE	1	8.3%
Ask them what's their problem	0	0.0%
Go to them and Kick Their Ass !	1	8.3%
Hell ya ! who cares..	8	66.7%

R.O.S.A : Ayam PERAK Sakit...

Lepas KL, kini ayam PERAK pula sakit. Makin maju makin mutat virus-virus. Makin lama makin banyak yang tak boleh nak makan. Bukan tak boleh..tapi menimbulkan rasa takut. Skqang ni Ayam-ayam dari PERAK kena jaga-jaga. Sekarang Depa sakit.

Harap lepas ni janganlah ayam negeri lain pun turut sakit. Kang hilanglah nikmat makan ayam kat dunia ni... terpaksa reramai kita makan ikan. Hmmm!

Makan ayam tetap besh..
Saturday menu : " Mushroom in my garden"

Sacred Caved : Freaky Friday

I'm so tired lately... maybe it's because of the low health situation or it's just environment.

Internet connection suddenly dissapeared. So yus call saripol for the techical support. I've his service is much better than the TM support team.

After repair the modem, we're ( Elita, Saripol, Yus and Me) having a supper with a peppermint tea while watching Scrubs Season 5 - Episode 13 -14.

flashed back +

// Today i've took a leave to rest my minds from the office work. Did get the good sleep.

// Cleaning my room and kitchen.

// Buy some vegetables..Planning to make some grill action tomorrow.

// Make a salad and hot dog for dinner. I've called it "Hotdog in the hallway" salad.


// Watching Green Rose.

R.O.S.A: Oh it's Thurday Again...

It' s thursday again..working in the environment for several years sometimes create dull situation. Maybe some people they don't like to stay in same environment for a long time. But some people are easily comfortable with what they achieve today and try not to go further. So it's Democracy for what been told by the people in the so called highest place. You've rights to choose.

When do a creative or something new, we need to think out of the box. It's so hard when there's are few who think out of the ordinary box and the rest still afraid to climb out of it. Yes it's right that not everything we need to think out of the box because in some particular matters, we need to go inside the box.

It's feel like going to war alone with traditional weapon when you know that the enemy already started using modern artillery. They know that using new technology could enhanced everything but still afraid to start. And sometimes i 've wonder to myself why still i drop my anchor in here where place difficultly accept the new method. Sometimes it's just not right to blame the outsider who play for us but it's the inside minds who are afraid for the change.

Does it'll be the signs of the doomed government?

If i could let someone sit on my chair for one day..they will know what have i meant.

// S.ot. Day : Pearl jam : Jeremy
// Q.ot.D : " Think out of the box..."

Joke of the Day

On the first day of school, a first grader walked up to the teacher
and handed her a note. Perplexed, the teacher asked the little boy
"Who is this from?"
"My mom," said the boy. "She told me to give it to you before I
said one word."
A little confused, the teacher opened the note and read "The
opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his
parents, their affiliates, or anybody known to us."

Hikayat Urban Sari: Mambang Puteri Merayu..

Gwe jalan dan gwe fikir. Kadang tidak terlalu boleh lembut. Kerana org bisa memijak kepala dan perasaan. Tetapi tidak juga boleh terlalu keras kerana akan timbul rasa takut kalangan mereka. Ada berita yang perlu kita sebarkan ada yang tidak perlu. Namun tidak siap sangka sebenarnya yang memerintah di tanah ini sebenarnya lebih bagus lakonannya dari seberang laut sana.

Namun tidak juga kurang hebatnya si Mambang Puteri Merayu. lakonan cukup hebat. Tangisan palsunya bisa menyentapkan hati yang mendengar. Kadang terpikir jua aku mengapa aku terbiar melayan rayuan itu? Harus hilangkan rasa kasihan kerana perasaan itu hanya untuk yang benar-benar perlu. Mambang Puteri Merayu ini ada jelmaannya pelbagai. Kalau tidak diperhatikan sebenar-benar lihat akan tertipu minda kita.

Walau kuat mana pun kita cuba untuk menjauhkan diri , Si Mambang Puteri Merayu ini bisa mengawal setiap emosi. Namun cara yang terbaik adalah tidak memberikan sedikit ruang walau sedetik pun terfikir tentangnya.

Jangan diimpikan perubahan pada makhluk ini kerana perasaan dan kata-kata mereka sebenarnya tidak bersama. Segalanya bertindak tidak bersatu hati. Mampu memporak-perandakan hati-hati yang sedang gembira walaupun berada jauh di luar jangkauan manusia. Bisikan Mambang Puteri Merayu melalui angin mampu melumpuhkan sistem imunisasi pada emosi manusia. Jangan sekali-kali terpedaya dekat tangisan itu. Kerana tangisan itu hanya kerana tertekan bukan datang dari hati sebenarnya.

Bila sudah hampir dengan Raja mambang , rindu sudah tiada jauh.Kala itu segala kata-kata yang dibisikkan itu terlerai bagai kaca menghempas bumi. Dari setiap detik harus kita berjaga-jaga kerana Mambang Puteri Merayu ini akan cuba menghantui jiwa dan perasaan . Kerana ia tidak berperasaan sesungguhnya.

Gwe bernasib baik kerana gwe tersedar akibat hempasan titis air mata dari sang duyung yang jujur.

see:R.O.S.A #4 : PYROLOVER! soon..

pyro- or pyr-
pref.

1. Fire; heat: pyrotechnic.
2. Relating to the action of fire or heat: pyrography.
3. Fever: pyrogen.
4. Derived from an acid by the loss of a water molecule: pyrosulfuric acid

lov·er (lvr)
n.

1. One who loves another, especially one who feels sexual love.
2. lovers A couple in love with each other.
3. 1. A paramour.
   2. A sexual partner.
4. One who is fond of or devoted to something: a lover of fine food.

Issue #4 is about pyro and those who love it. Possibility publish date is next week.

F.O.Y: Income: Generate it from your skill

From some close source

If we're working under people : Fixed salary , bonus and a small raise every year.

e.g: monthly salary = RM 2,000
annual salary = RM 24,000
if you rent a house = RM 350 x 12 = RM 4200
Car loan = RM 600 x 12 = RM 7200
Etc = RM 500 x 12 = RM 6000
Your Annual balance : RM 24,000 - RM 17,400 = RM 6,600

if you working freelancer having studio at home with one long term job:
Main project : RM 3400 (based from the comic project freelancer)
Side project 1: RM 1500
Side project 2 : RM 1000
Annual income : RM 70800
Annual House rent : RM 4200
Annual Car loan : RM 7200
Annual Etc : RM 6000
Annual Balance : RM 53400

Annual Different between hardworking employed people with full of rest time freelancer = RM 53400 - RM 6,600 = RM 46800


So think.. or just appreciate and focus for the skill...

Cool Software : Sothink Glanda

An easier way to create interactive onlinephoto album/ greeting cards with flash. You can download a trial version of this Sothink Glanda here.

Features :
Greeting cards come to you in plenty. Surely you can find exactly what you need.NEW!

With built-in resources(images, sounds, buttons, movie clips etc.) to make professional Flash works and beautiful Flash texts.

You can allow the Quick-start Wizard to guide you through so you learn faster.

Cool effects are unlimited.

Free to save your Flash effect animation for next use

Support most of popular images and multimedia formats.

A big range of background resources is ready for choice.

Powerful and complete drawing tools, draw what you like fast and easy.

Import external resources from favorite Flash files as you wish.

How To : Read Faces

Let's explore the basics of face reading and how it can help you be a better judge of character.

Face shape
Long and thin: A person with this kind of face is generally capable of endurance and resolve. If, in addition, the person has regular, attractive features, they will not leave things half done.
Round: A round shape signifies hopefulness and vitality. Radiant, they can turn a stuffy room into a barrel of laughter.
Broad: Not only are these people tolerant and compassionate, they're usually broad-minded.
Square: These are individualistic people who are strong-minded in achieving their dreams; they are people of action and swiftness.

Forehead
Smooth: Someone who has no lines on his forehead is a cerebral person; they're always thinking and making quick decisions.
Wrinkled: If there are horizontal lines across the forehead, this indicates that the person is easily excited and enthused.

Eyes
Novels, songs, and poems have been written about the eyes and how they are the windows to the soul. The eyes never lie; they always translate how we feel deep down inside.

Stressed: If you notice some white between the iris and the lower eyelid of both eyes, the person is stressed and worried.
Fierce: If the white part is showing above the iris, this means that on top of stress, the person is likely to respond violently.
Detached: If white is showing all around the iris, run. This signifies that the person is mentally unstable and that they may go postal at any minute. Think Toni from Paradise Hotel .
Lines: Should you notice small lines on the outside of the eyes, you are in the presence of someone who smiles a lot and is, generally speaking, happy.

Eyebrows
The fun aspect of eyebrows is that they can be a fantastic indicator as to how a person thinks.

Straight: Level, horizontal eyebrows signify an idea person. Talking facts and suggestions with them will get you far.
Curved: If the eyebrows of the person are arched, they enjoy anecdotes.
Thin: These are people with low self-confidence, especially if the eyebrows are high and round. Reassure them and let them know you're not judging them. Even though you are.
Unbroken: If you see someone with the proverbial unibrow, you are faced with a person who is constantly thinking, and you might benefit by encouraging them to share their ideas.

Eyelids
Small: When the distance between the top of the eyelid and the eyelashes is narrow, this indicates that the person is independent and may even voluntarily keep their distance from others.
Large: On the other hand, a large eyelid is a sign that the person is victim of dependency.

Nose
Small: It is believed that people with a small snout are inherently weak. Often unreliable, they're not steadfast in their decisions.
Large: A large nose is a sign of initiative and determination, a strong character who leaves his mark.
Blunt: The nose may be large but if the tip is blunt, it suggests that the person is not formal with their surroundings. Pragmatic, they believe in themselves and approach others boldly.
Aquiline: Such a nose is characterized by being small and straight, sharp like a blade. People so adorned are generally self-centered, indecisive and sensitive.

Ears
Small: Small ears are usually a sign of insecurity, but these people know what they want and are hard workers.
Pointed: Just like their spokesperson Mr. Spock, people with pointed ears are inflexible and have difficulty being laid-back.
Hairy: Not only is a person with lots of hair on their ears funny to look at, but they are also meticulous. The problem is that they often squander loads of energy on unimportant items.

Chin and jaw
Square jaw: People with square jaws are indomitable and have the ability to turn their dreams into reality.
Protruding chin: If the person's chin noticeably sticks out, they are self-important. They believe they hold the almighty truth and no one else is ever right.

Cheeks
Well-developed: Cheeks shaped this way are a sign of vigor, energy, self-assurance, and people who have such cheeks are willing to accept other people's mistakes.
Dimples: In addition to being attractive, dimples symbolize a person's congeniality.

Lips
Full: On top of enhancing good looks, full lips characterize generosity and a desire to talk about oneself.
Thin: If the lips aren't particularly bulbous, it is a sign of an innate introverted personality.
Thin top and full bottom: In the event that the person has a thin upper lip and a more generous lower lip, it's an indication that the person is very persuasive.

Article by By Steve Richer

10's.ot.D: 10 thing U should not tell to your couple.

1. Your family hates her/him.
2. You have insecurities.
3. You flirt with other women/men.
4. You have wimpy behavior.
5. You compare her to your ex.
6. You talk to your to your ex too often.
7. You have not-so-cool hobbies.
8. You don't like her/him friends.
9. You've done shameful things in the past.
10. You find one of her/his friends smoking hot.

Signs Your Woman's A Dictator

1. She makes your decisions
2. She chooses your friends
3. She mingles too much with your family
4. She schedules your time
5. She manages the house
6. She always has to be right
7. She makes your budget
8. She plans your career
9. She calls you all the time
10. She holds the remote control

click here for more info at askmen.com

R.O.S.A: "Zero"

//S.ot.D:
Zero by The Smashing Pumpkins

my reflection dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself
i'm your lover i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when you're really gonna need 'em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?

she's the one for me
she's all i really need
cause she's the one for me
emptiness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
she's the one for me
she's my one and only

// Sunday was a spaghetti day. Lunch and dinner with it. Not much happening yesterday. Been out with my friends. Finishing up all the unfinished job. Rest and slept early.

// Today ..i hate monday! wake up and went home to get my shirt for work. And there's is my little angel pipah had a cold. But still she can give her sweet litlle smile. Oh ..it's already a school break, no wonder the road is not so pack today. But if you've planned to watch a movie, it's better to be booked early or else.

//Having my breakfast at Kancil Restaurant near DBP. Ice tea and Roasted bread. It's just keep me me from hungry a little bit. I don't know why lately i'm some difficulties to choose what to eat. Now it's start again.

// In my office. Turn on my computer and listen to Smashing pumpkins- Mellon Colie and Definite Sadness Album. So if anyone who like to have this mp3. It's my pleasure to share it with ya all. Got a morning greet from angel. Wow she woke up so early. That's what all the student should. Maybe she still working on her thesis. Ya The thesis making period is the most hated time. We could kill someone if been disturbed. My horrible memory doing a thesis was whe all my data ..i've been writing till chapter 9 lost because of the viruses. Luckily i've made some backup till the chapter 6. It's really a hard time.

// What'll you do if you're going to have about RM 3 million into your account? Damn..if its real..it'll be so kewl!

Q.ot.D

// " Pendengar dan rakyat kita sudah lama matang pemikirannya. Tetapi mereka-mereka yang mengawal industri mengongkong dan membataskan pemikiran itu bagi tujuan tertentu " - Adibah Noor

// " Jangan salahkan sesuatu institusi yang telah berkembang dan berusaha tetapi salahkan orang-orang di dalam yang menguruskannya" - Anonymous

//" Boleh je nak buat apa sahaja..kalau ada duit"- Saripol Sulaiman

// " Kalau kita terlalu menjaga standard dan kualiti pada tahap dan tidak menghiraukan permintaan pengguna, hasilnya kita yang akan rugi" - Someone i know who already sold their learning VCD to 100,000 something copies.

// " Focus to what money come easier not the bigger money that you actually don't know when it'll come to you" - Freak f. McBain

end.

F.O.Y: BELI CD ?

Jangan ketinggalan untuk memiliki koleksi cd terbaru keluaran Aspati dan DBP



See more here

Sacred Cave: Trying to comic this life...

i've just bought a software that can make comic. So i've give a try on
it. This sofware really cool. Try comicbook creator v.1!

R.O.S.A: It's Friday!

It's friday again. Today there's not so much interesting things on my way to work. So i've guess today there's no motor lane story. After the friday's solat, i went to low yat looking for dvd-rw and some application cd. nowadays there 's no a good or new application software there. If you look carefully some of them are exactly the same content but with different cover design. I've guees the best thing to do is search the good software online. There's so much web or portal for freeware, shareware and else. You can even try the trial version too. But if you're ordinary people who've a little devil sense there's also so many cracks and serial number web that can make your trial version software fully works without buy it.

Before lunch we've a meeting about WebTV that's exike and his group are working on for DEWAN. then come a scary part when my boss asked if the comics ready for printed? Technically most of the title is ready to be print for the first episode but as usual there's always human mistake on something. So i've said that i 'll give my answer next week. Well sometimes there's always a best answer to everything.

Communication i've guess isn't complicated but it'll be if we're not present it well. With the technology these day there's should not be the problem to communicate but some people the just so selfish. Damn it.. Everyday i keep writing about the damn same thing. Stop.

//S.ot.D : Beach Boy - Wouldn't it be nice

// Q.ot.D : "Never judge things that you 've never experienced because when you're in that situation, you also do the same as they did without you realize it..."

// Blog of the day - ?

wilkommen!

welcome to the blog beruang jambu...

See: R.O.S.A #3 - life

Get your copy of issue #3 see: R.O.S.A - life

click the title or at the sidebar!

Hikayat Urban Sari: Malam Jumaat

Tup..tup sudah hari khamis lorh. Minggu ni agak tensi sebab komunikasi dengan pelukis-pelukis komik yang hadir dengan pelbagai permasalahan. Sadisnya yang terpaksa menanggung itu aku. Duit rakyat yang buat aku terpaksa bertanggungjawab dan keaadan ini mungkin menjadikan aku seorang yang kejam dimana selama ini telah aku bataskan perasaan itu atas niat untuk membantu sesama umat.

Tapi kalau baling batu selepas itu simpan tangan dalam poket memang tidak patut. Tapi sekejam mana aku terfikir untuk melakukannya masih tetap ada golongan yang mungkin tidak faham bahasa yang aku bicarakan. Barangkali mereka mudah faham jikalau aku berbicara dalam bahasa serbia atau jerman. Namun ada juga yang masih faham dan kerana itu aku yakin bahasa yang aku bicarakan adalah bahasa melayu tidak bahasa jerman dan jauh sekali bahasa serbia.

Tensi aku ..bila mana mau menjaga apa yang dinamakan kawan..tensi aku jika kredibiliti aku telah dimusnahkan bukan kerana aku sendiri tetapi orang lain yang berkemungkinan lebih mementingkan diri sendiri daripada air mata rakyat. Janji tidak dikotakan tetapi masih punya masa lapang menghiburkan diri sambil mengaut keuntungan yang menongkah langit dan diri sehingga untuk memberikan satu informasi adalah amat payah begitu sulit hingga aku yang terpaksa mengalah?

Sendiri perlu fikir ..wang rakyat telah digunakan ..apa diri sudah lupa pada kesengsaraan mereka dikala sudah senang?

Pasti kalau terus berlaku aku pasti akan kejam dan ganas...

J.ot.D : Oxygen Mask (Parental Explicit Joke)

A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen
mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a
difficult, four hour, and surgical procedure. A young, student
nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath.

"Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?"

Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir, I'm only
here to wash your upper body and feet."

He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?"

Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his
testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls
back the covers.

She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles
in the other, lifting and moving them around.

Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with
them, sir."

The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very
slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very,
very closely......

"A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - back?".
-John R.

R.O.S.A : The Magnificient Thursdat !

When i started my moskito engine, i've heard a voice of child laughing. There i saw two sibling, a sister and her young brother in primary school uniform. Seemed like they're enjoying and happily on their way to school. But when i've looked into the car window of the kancil beside me, a adult woman with sour face. It's two different situation, children love go to school but we adult are just being force to go to work?

Maybe there's a lot of thing in every minds of us. The feelings and emotion will create what's in the face.

On my way at the motorcycle lane, yes it's true what my internet friend, angel said when she was on her scooter riding at 40-60 km/hours the best thing to do is to dream about anything. I've guess i did that too. But sometimes while you're dreaming always been interuppted by the so called rider that horned you. In other way dreaming while riding is not a good thing so don't do this unless you're certificately expert.

Today i've a script and sketch meeting for my e-comic project tiled " Berukera dari Planet Ulba". Man...i've really hate doing all this sort of meeting. There's about seven e-comic project i've to handle and that's means about 7 teams with 7 different mind of people. All of them are really good at what they do but some of them were just having a communication breakdown. This part is really a hell big problem. Some of them just like to dissapear for sometime and visible when the payment time. God Knows what they doing.

Having myself around Low Yatt these day make me don't know what to do. i've guess i've already get what i want so for the being time i don't do shopping much.

As my friends all of them know that i've always change my hobby.The past 3 weeks i've found that my hobby was eating. And for this week that horrible hobby suddenly stop and i've regconized a new hobby that is to try all the preinstall php system in my hosting. All my hobbies are just keep moving circular and sometimes it'll create a new hobby too.

This week i've didn't shoot any pics. no song created. no design been made. no flash experimental tried. i've use lot of my time with resting and enjoying my life.

//Q.ot.D : Sometimes there's someone who will make every people happy

// S.ot.D: She Don't Love Me Like You by The Magic Numbers

Don't let your white dress wear you out
Oh, honey it's the look in your eyes
Oh, cause honey I can see you

All my life
I'd hurt the ones I loved
But baby you could turn it round

She don't love me like you
She don't know what you do
And it's so hard
She don't care what you say
So just say it, say it anyway
It's so hard

All my life
Oh they tried to push me down
Oh, but baby you can turn it round
Oh, but honey I still see you

Don't let your friends tell you why
Cause I'm a bad bad bad - I'm the one
Oh, but baby you can turn it on

She don't love me like you
She don't know what you do
And it's so hard
She don't care what you say
So just say it, say it anyway
It's so hard

All those years gone by
I only want to find a way to make it hard for you
All those years gone by
I only want to find a way to make it hard for you

She'll never forget if the way that she wished she don't feel the same
I only want to find a way to make it hard for you
She'll never forget if the way that she wished she don't feel the same
I only want to find a way to make it hard for you
She'll never forget if the way that she wished she don't feel no pain
I only want to find a way to make it up to you
She'll never forget if the way that she wished she don't feel the same
No, I only want to find a way
I only want to fi-nd
I only want to fi-nd

She don't love me like you
She don't love me like you
She don't love me like you
She don't love me like you
She don't love
No she don't

// Blog of the day : Muid Latiff

new studio look

// semangat ni... semangat kakakakaa...

//esok meeting kat opis freak... suh freak ckp kat boss dia... jangan banyak tanya kakakaka...

J.ot.D: Saman

Joke - Saman

Aku singgah di Seven Eleven sekejap aje...lebih kurang 5 minit. Bila
keluar,

aku nampak seorang polis sedang menulis saman. Aku pun hampiri padanya dan
berkata:

"Alahai bang....takkan singgah 5 minit pun kena saman?".

Dia tak pedulikan aku dan terus menyambung tulis saman. Aku pun kutuk
dia .....#^%$#!fuc*&*^&

Dia merenung aku lalu tulis saman untuk tayar botak pulak.

Aku pun sambung kutuk dia lagi *.&8^butxx%$^&!..$%%^&.

Sehabis tulis saman kedua, dia letak kat windscreen dan mula tulis saman
ketiga pulak, kali nie no. plat kecik lak.

Tiap kali aku kutuk dan sumpah, dia tulis saman itu dan ini. Hal ini
berlanjutan selama 20 minit. Tapi aku tak peduli. Lagipun itu BUKAN kereta
aku...

Hah....hah...hah....nasib engko la empunya kereta!!

from my old friend Nazri.

R.O.S.A: Absolutely Wednesday?

On my way to work, my mind keep thinking how about i'm not going to work with my own transport but with the public transportation. And calsulation plays in my mind said like this :

if i go to work with my moskito :
2 days fuel about RM 5 so for a week it'll be RM 5 + RM 5 + RM 2.50 = RM 12.50

how about going with so called citizen friendly public transport :
+ 5 days taxi fare from my studio to commuter station = RM 2 x 5 days = RM 10
+ 5 days commuter fare to KL = RM 2.50 x 5 = RM 12.50
+ 5 days lrt fare from plaza Rakyat to Hang tuah station = RM 1 x 5 = RM 5
+ 5 days lrt fare from Hang tuah station to plaza rakyat = RM 1 x 5 = RM 5
+ 5 days commuter fare to shah alam = RM 2.50 x 5 = RM 12.50
+ 5 days taxi fare from commuter station to my studio = RM 2 x 5 days = RM 10

so total is : RM 55.00

Woow so much different. Government said to reduced traffic jam and to save cost all the citizen should practice using public transportation. Damn...i've really love living in Malaysia where citizen is always been priority!

Hikayat Urban Sari : Awan-awan Nakal Yang berarak

Nampaknya awan nakal dan geng-gengnya tengah ready je tu nak meludah. Bila time depa nak mula, time tulah yang paling horrible sebab kalau kat lane motor tu semuanya speeding tanpa tengok kiri kanan. Memang sempat sampai kalau speeding cam hellriders tapi sampai hospital la kot.

Tapi kadang-kadang awan nakal ni boleh jadi baik tapi kalau dia marah jadilah macam apa yang terjadi kat shah alam tempoh hari. Banjir paling buruk walaupun aku tak sedar kejadian tu.

Tapi kalau sebut pasal awan nakal ni , aku jeles sama Chef Nizam. Walaupun gambar tu kualiti dia tak berapa best sebab shoot pakai handphone tapi sebab gambar yang dia ambil tu awan nakal Kumulus Nimbus! Spesis awan yang sekarang ni agak susah pada pandangan aku untuk dilihat di sekitar lembah kelang. Paling lawa dan mengasyikkan pada aku pada 15 tahun yang lepas. Tapi tu la time tu aku tak minat shoot gambar ni. so hanya ada kat dalam pita kenangan aku aje.

Pernah aku rasa bebudak forum sifoo.com nak buat journey mencari awan Kumulus Nimbus ni. rasanya pada tahun 2002 camtu la. Memang kalau si chef ari tu kalau dia shoot pakai kamera canon S2 1s dia..for sure aku nak satu keping gambar tu buat simpan dalam arkib aku.

Uish..siap main gendang lagi tu awan nakal dengan geng-geng dia tu.kalau dia ludah..kena balik lambat sikit lah nampaknya....

nasihat org takde lesen

:: chaiooooo... feeling so boring... cc ni lembab nak mampos... aku nak check email, nak blogging, nak surfing pon tensen... huhhhh nyesal kan.. takde tenet kat umah... padan muka kan... kakakakaka

:: pandangan mengenai pemandu di malaysia... buat kengkawanku, jadilah pemandu yang bersifat prihatin kepada pemandu lain... jangan menyusahkan pemandu lain... jangan nak kona, masuk simpang, berenti suka suka ati... menyusahkan orang... DAN jangan hon hon org ikut dan... SABO sket.. lagik satu, untuk pemandu wanita, jangan la slowwww n konfiden la sket bwk keta... kalau nak slow, tampal "L"...

:: senario pemandu malaysia tu aku dah melaluinya tadi sepanjang jalan aku ke kajang... sakit ati walaupon tak jadik kt aku... aku ingat nak kena basuh lagik mentaliti org mesia ni... lebih baik aku tgk org yang bawak keta laju laju, menyelit sana sini, merempit ria dari aku tgk org kona simpang tak bagi signal, potong "Q"... rasa nak bakar je keta org tu...

:: aku bukan la pemandu berhemah sangat... tp cukuplah sekadar bertimbang rasa dengan tidak menyusahkan org lain... walaupon aku takde lesen...

Sacred cave : Realitiy day trip

Sometimes we might have the same trip with each other but sometimes not. Sometimes what's suit in you can be perfect too with me...
In this day, our reality trip are getting so damn hard...
Some might realize but some are just happy with what they're already had...
Life's sometimes not about oneself only but living together...
Maybe some people they're just like living with lies
But some people are yet still cannot find the path of success
Even our nation country already free from the Queen's Empire...
But still some of this so called perfect high class minded actually don't have a brain
Even though there still a truth that we can stick together and hold it for another decade
If we're told that we've succeeded but how come there's still tears have been claimed by the gravity?
Sometimes it's feel like we're going to be like our neighbor when rich going to be more rich and the poor becoming poorer.
When the situation almost becoming horrible only then the perfect government try to do the solutions that should be done in a decade before..
But this perfect government is not to be blame by us but the people whose in it...
Yet still people who fight for rights among them...
What'll its feel when your scroll of Degree is value just a same as SPM certificate?
And actually all what been heard that's the real thing...
So the wise man of the highest place always said that learning is just not in the institution but in a many ways..but ones should wisely use them...
we're not been saved by our yesterdays...
..it's the movement of us today create whats lies in future for us..

R.O.S.A: Hellriders!

Woke up early as usual. Going back home to give daniel's and my dad passport photo. 7 am is a little bit late but it's kind of fun because this time there's not so many motorcycle in the lane but in the car lane it's already packed like sardine. the arise of petrol price actually affect everyday life.

But if i'm in my lane, my RX moskito sure try to hit the lane as fastest as it could speed. Before i've bought this scooter, i've used modenas kriss and yet i've found that this moskito scooter is much better and much smoother than any scooter. They said the highest speed you can go is about 90km/hours..kewl thou i think they're wrong, it can go to 110-120 km/hours but to ride at this speed some risk had to be taken. You'll feel like sitting on the shaking building. geee!

It's feel like having a race between each other when you're in the motorcycle lane. Definitely it's feel like a winner when you left everyone else about 3-5 km. well sometimes you'll surprised that the old uncle who riding the old kapcai with smile ride as same as your speed. But i've never found it again. The last time we've found that kind of trauma is when i'm in first year of University Years at Bangi. We all four in a car speeding about 110 km/hours, Suddenly my friends stop laughing when we saw the old man with riding a bicycle beside us at the same speed. It's about 5 minutes that we're in that situation. Everybody shocked and start to feels something weird.

That night we're sleeping together in the hall room. In the morning our other friends said that's a normal about the ghost who ride a bicycle. He said that maybe a welcome wagon from him to us. Damn it... hope to have some nice welcome wagon...

So sometimes speeding will kill..sometimes it'll help but use it wisely because there are people who loves you maybe waiting for you at home or anywhere in this earth.


//S.ot.D: Pearl Jam - Sometimes

Large fingers pushin' paint...
You're God and you got big hands...
The colors blend...
The challenges you give man...
Seek my part...devote myself...
My small self...like a book amongst the many on a shelf...
Sometimes I know sometimes I rise
Sometimes I fall sometimes I don't
Sometimes I cringe sometimes I live
Sometimes I walk sometimes I kneel
Sometimes I speak of nothing at all...
Sometimes I reach to myself, hear God...

--// i've still try to learn everything i could..because knowledge is too wide

// Blog of the day : Situs Digital Photo Jeritan Jiwa
get this url from angel.Thanx

// Topic while rest : " Solar energy..Electric tariff..budget.."

// Q.ot.D : " When you call it's just not fair ,It's the last thing you should share..."

Hikayat Urban Sari: Smoking Kills- it'll kill u alone or your friends too?

"AMARAN OLEH KERAJAAN MALAYSIA:
MEROKOK MEMBAHAYAKAN KESIHATAN
TIDAK MELEBIHI 20mg Tar 1.5mg NIKOTINA"

Mula-mula aku akan mengeluarkan wang sebanyak RM 6.10 untuk membeli sekotak rokok sampoerna hijau 20's. Sekarang jika kita membeli 14 batang atau 7 batang ia amat merugikan kerana harganya lebih kurang sahaja. Tetapi walau bagaimanapun membeli rokok tetap merugikan.

Kawan aku tanya tak nak berhenti ker? Jawapan aku "I'm trying to stop..." dan mungkin bukan saya seorang sahaja yang berkata demikian malah ramai lagi perokok-perokok di Malaysia ini malah di seluruh dunia. Yang penting sebenarnya diri sendiri sama ada mau berhenti atau tidak.

Di kedai, " Mamak kasi sampoerna hijau 20"..Mamak pun berkata " HIjau ke merah?" Dalam hati aku, " Ada kena pelangkung gak mamak ni kang!". " Hijau macam biasa." Sambil ambil duit mamak tu seraya berkata," Abang kasi berentilah ...hari-hari saya sudah tengok abang mesti mau amik satu kotak.." Aku senyum sinis, " Sedang usahalah mamak, ini mau berenti kena banyak tahan ooh" sambil berlalu dari kedai dan membuka kotak rokok.

Di luar kedai, sambil mengambil sebatang rokok dan menyalakan api pada hujung rokok dan di sedut sambil nikmat..perghhhh...masuk ke dalam trakea aku dan terus ke paru-paru yang dah semakin tercemar...kemudian hembus keluar..dan saat asap itu keluar memang terasa kepuasan yang aku sendiri tak tahu apa kepuasan itu..

Mula terfikir rokok mampu menyebabkan lebih 90% kes kanser pada homo sapien dan terasa diri aku telah menempah satu katil di hospital di masa akan datang.

Aku berlaku ke kedai makan mamak yang kami panggil Starbukdina di Seksyen 9. Di situ kawan aku dan aweknya telah duduk menanti. Memang seronok bila dapat bersama kawan-kawan melepak dan bercerita setelah penat bekerja di ofis yang memerah segala tenaga dan pemikiran kita semua.

Di ketika itu aku menyalakan sebatang lagi rokok sampoerna hijau dan rakan aku menyalakan rokok marlboro merah. Dan kemudia kami hembuskan keluar. Percampuran dua asap dari dua jenama rokok yang berbeza bercampur dengan udara yang belum tentunya bersih kemudian di sedut oleh kami semula...tapi kali ini turut disedut oleh perokok sekunder iaitu yang tidak menghisap rokok iaitu awek member aku.

Dan saat itu aku terfikir berkemungkinan bilik di hospital dimana katil yang aku tempah di hospital pada masa depan akan turut di temani oleh member aku dan aweknya....

R.O.S.A : Grafiticons?

Decepticon and Autobot now has join forces to battle the new regime that took control the new earth. This regime called themself as the "GRAFFITICON". No one know where this powerful mighty regime came from. From now on the great battle will begin...
click here

Sacred Caved : Freak Vs. Bit101

Lunch time Survey #1 : How will you react/feel if somebody say this to you..."You're beautiful smile

A1:dah biasa org cakap macam tu, so dah tak heran sgt la

A2:i feel blushed

A3: tadek rase pape..sebab sume tuh bohong

A4: thanx for the compliment...I appriciate it..(",)

A5: malu

A6: juz smile and say "ok..take my picture wif this smile and u can c it everyday to feel warm"

A7: tp yg pasti blushing la

A8: I will be highly flattered!

So you can see what's the most answered by people...

New mags: Issue#1 see: ROSA

Get your copy of

Issue #1 see:ROSA - selt titled now .click here

Issue #2 see : ROSA - lost and found now click here...

already online!

WHo your really hate/love in scrubs?

Who is the most evil among them?.. who is the most kind hearted among them?..

1. Dr. Perry Cox
2. Dr. Bob Kelso
3. Jordan
4. Nurse Carla Espinosa
5. Dr. John 'J.D.' Dorian
6. Dr. Elliot Reid
8. Dr. Christopher 'Chris' Duncan Turk
7. Janitor
8. Todd - the pervert surgeon
9. Ted - the blank lawyer


Give your opinion / comment on scrubs...

R.O.S.A : Another Monday Blues!

S.ot.D : The Blues by Guns N' Roses

All the love in the world couldn't save you
All the innocence inside
You know I tried so hard to make you
To make you change your mind

And it hurts too much to see you
And how you left yourself behind
You know I didn't want to meet you
Now there's a hell I can't describe

So now I wander through my day
Trying to find my way
Still these feelings that I felt
I said to you and no one else

And no it's not going to change
I know it's gone, still I'm used
And that's nice to hang on someone
A change that's bittersweet

That's called the blues
Don't know just what I should do
Everywhere I go I see you
You know it's what you planned, this much is true
What I thought was beautiful don't live inside of you, anymore

I don't know just what I should do
Everywhere I go I see you
You know it's what we planned, this much is true
What I thought was beautiful don't live inside of you, anymore

What this means to me
The more I know you believe
What I thought was you now
Has got more that it changed on you

What I thought was true
The more that I might know is you
What I thought was you
Is only memories, distant

// Today i've been busy typing up all the agreement letter for my project.
// Today there's a people who i've loved were so sad
// Today i'm doing all the job i 've thought i hate a lot
// Today I've cooked myself a breakfast
// Today just same as every monday in the calender..
// Today quotes is " Never blink your eyes at enemies if you're in the middle of staring them"
// Today blog is Chesiti
// Today topic while rest : " Appreciate when everything is cool "
// Today Model : Maya Karin the beautiful pontianak
// Today is a beautiful day....

F.O.Y : Eat and Drink!

Drinks Recipe from recipe cottage
Seafood recipe
Beef recipe
Vegetarian power

eat and drink well!

New ROYALE theme for Windows XP

they said this theme leaks from microsoft for the new windows media center. Check this new ROYALE theme at Softpedia

R.O.S.A : "Anjelik"

asal cinta dari mata...
turun ke lubuk hati..
kata terucap melepaskan rindu..
jiwa tak tertahan menanggung siksa..

natural hukum alam disisihkan..
walau tahu peritnya akan tiba..
hujan yang turun tidak kebasahan..
panas mentari tidak lagi membakar...

sumpah sehidup semati satu kesilapan...
bila nafsu mematikan segala langkah akal..
dua alam manakan bersatu..
pasti akhirnya airmata dititiskan ke bumi...

F.O.Y : aadisalmandotcom

one of my favorite comic artist..his name is adijin..ex-UC..a friend..and a talented young artist..out of typical malaysia style..and the design also extreme..
Have a visit to adijin gallery!

Hikayat Urban Sari : Mentari Panas Di Tengah Kepala

//

// Panas sungguh hari ini...rasa macam mendidih otak aku. Lepas solat aku pergi jumpat Uncle low yat. Dah lama juga aku tak pergi sana sebab sibuk yang amat sangat. Sibuk? maybe campur malas aku agaknya. Pergi sana sebab aku macam terpanggil untuk mencari sesuatu sebab sekarang aku sudah tidak tahu nak beli apa lagi kat low yat tu. Last-last mesti DVD atau PS 2 game sajalah. Tapikan.. hari ini sungguh panas ... nak kata hati panas tak jugak...matahari tu aja yang panas. Sekarang ni pun hobi aku rasanya da bertukar gamaknya lagi...hobi aku sekarang ialah MAKAN! Tiap hari aku
-Breakfast
-pukul 10 pagi
-Lunch
-pukul 3 ptg
-pukul 6 ptg
- pukul 9 mlm
-pukul 12 mlm
So kira semua sekali dalam 7 kali makan, cuma 2 saja daripadanya makan ringan iaitu breakfast dan pukul 3 ptg. Entahlah tiba-tiba saja akunya nafsu makan jadi bertambah-tambah ..maybe sebab aku asyik dok layan citer oliver twist tu kot...atau rancangan masakan cina kat 8tv tu. tapi macam biasalah hobi aku ni akan bertukar-tukar ikut musim. "Gemuk takpe boleh exercise" statement kesukaan aku pada Elita dan Chin. Betullah nak kurus boleh exercise tak le berat sangat kalau tetiba ko kena jadi gemuk ...kena makan bebanyak lagi seksakan? Mahulah panas perut tu nanti.

Sebab kepanasan juga aku rasa sakit kepala tiba-tiba. Eh Mana lighter aku? Nak kasi bakar sikit biar jadi lagi panas. Kalau minum dengan kawan-kawan aku, lighter kalau boleh mahu saja sorok pasal ada sorang budak tu dia suka main api. Identiti dia terpaksa aku rahsiakan atas sebab-sebab keselamatan negara.

Panas hari ini, kenapa tak mau panas masa ahad lepas? Kesian pada semua yang kat TTDI jaya terutama sekali adik aku si Nelli dan umah kakak si tambin. Habis rumah depa tenggelam sebab banjir. Kereta Nelli yang comel tu pun tak dapat diselamatkan. Apa-apa pun harap mereka semua tu tabah menghadapi dugaan. Aku rasa bila dapat berita dari Elita pasal banjir tu cam rasa duduk kat tempat lain jer aku ni. Memang tak sedar apa hari tu. Nasiblah Bukan Perang dunia ke apa ke.
Kalau tak nahas je.

Sebab Panas hari ini aku terasa nak makan aiskrim, biar sejuk sikit. Kalau boleh duduk kat kutub Utara pun bagus gak ni. Layan pancing ikan paus ungu ke apa ke. Rasa jari aku pun dah rasa panas la pulak ni asyik dok tekan keyboard ni.

Esok aku nak start projek fotoshoot " Jail of Thumb". Sapa le nak jadi mangsa pertama ni. Sarip ke Elita?

R.O.S.A : Friday Blues!

//Q.ot.D : " Sometimes we're to eager to we seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakable words..."

// Favorite blog of today : KulatKulat

// Topics while having a rest : Arising of petrol & electric tariff price, if we have a Billion RM in our own pocket...

// S.ot.D : " Electricity" By NoFx
"One source of energy the ultimate discovery
Electric blue for me never more to be free
Electricity nuclear and H.E.P.
Carbon fuels from the sea wasted electricity

One source of energy electricity
All we need to live today a gift for man to throw
Away, the chance is nearly gone
The alternative is one final source of energy
Solar electricity"

- Fat Mike

// Mood For Today : Happy because tomorrow is Saturday!

Body Language Vs. Words

// According to Albert Mehrabian, in his
Psychology Today article, of a total
message:
– 7% is conveyed by the words
– 38% by the voice tones
– 55% by facial and body expression

// By reading someone pupil dilation we might found something while having a conversation

Vocab for today :
di·la·tion
Pronunciation: dI-'lA-sh&n
Function: noun
1 : the state of being dilated : DILATATION
2 : the action of stretching or enlarging an organ or part of the body <dilation of the cervix> <dilation of the pupil with atropine>

Wilkommen !

// Welcome to R.O.S.A guest writer - Aswandi , Amunx and Saripol Sulaiman.

// S.ot.D : Smashing Pumpkins - Cupid De Locke

// My favorite blog today : Gurisan Intaglio

// Hot topic while rest : Damn Dirty Toxicated Politician and Big Corporate Institution that take control over all thing in the same area...

// Max IT/T3 model : Christina Ng for February cover

Sacred Caved : So late today...

"some people they point their finger 'cuz they can't accept the blame
they live their lives under a blanket of shame and their progeny crawl from underneath it"

// woke up late today for work. got 18 missed call from my mom.
// Actually i'm not really like to start my journey to work late around 7-730 am because this time everybody were so rushing and the road will be packed.
// while i'm scootering i've realized at that time, all of us wake up from our sleep with a new dreams and hopes...
...some of us might hope that everything that we've planned will run smoothly
...some of us might think that they shouldn't really have to live a life like present day anymore but still lack of confidence.
...some of people who're so faraway from the family were fighting for their life alone when there's no anybody near them
...some of us thinking how they might be proud waiting for their first born baby that will light their real life
...some of us were trying to make a new work place as comfortable as it could be
...some of us might just don't think what to do today
...some of us might always try to find a better way handling thing in every aspect

and whatever our hopes and reasons for today it's all ends up with the same result either we still be like yesterday or we'll change...

test jugak

:: gue pon dah sampeiii... lalalalala... tido la... hehehe

Sacred Cave : good nite!

" i need some sleep"

// hi there...

:: assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarokatuh... apsal sume org ckp omputih... dok paham hambe... then nak tulis apa pon tatau... freak cakap tulis apa pon takpe... so aku tulis apa apa je la... aha, amik beberapa petikan dari blog aku coz aku tatau nak tulis apa kan... jap ek... aku bukak blog aku...

"ku berpikiran dengan org yang berpendirian teguh dan tak mahu tunduk dengan pendirian tersebut... pegangan dan tanggapan dia adalah yang terbaik kononya... mungkin asalnya pendirian tu dia createkan asalnya dari satu kekecewaan atau satu harapan... sedangkan kenapa tak dia cuba untuk bertoleransi dengan dunia nyata... TERIMA KENYATAAN... pahit... tp sedap kan bunyinya... taklah teruk sangat idup kita ni... kita masih punya solusi untuk kita bertoleransi dengan pendirian kita... kalau betul kita ni betul stick dengan pendirian, cuba pk... dalam paling kurang setaun ni dah berapa kali pendirian tu kita gugurkan tanpa kita sedar atau tak... sebenarnya itu bagi aku macam guideline saja... kenapa nak berkeras pala... jangan berlagak dengan pendirian... memang hidup kene ada pendirian... tp yang paling penting pendirian kita tu adakah untuk kebaikan sejagat... paling tidak untuk kehidupan kita..."

:: kite cerita pasal life lah... topic paling aku senang nak cakap... sebab life ni menyangkut pada semua hal... kalau tak apa tujuan life kan?... dalam life la ada masaalah, ada kesenangan, ada cerita, ada kebahagiaan, ada kekecewaan, ada cinta, ada tujuan, ada kekejaman, ada penghinaan, ada pujian dan macam macam lagi la... sebab life ni terlalu luas untuk di ceritakan... telalu infiniti... tp tujuan... tujuan kena tetap ada dalam life... macam aku, tujuan life adalah untuk bahagia senantiasa... namun tak semua kebahagiaan tu berjalan dengan cerita cerita bahagia... tp tujuan tadi la macamana nak jadikan semua cerita tak bahagia tadi menjadi bahagia... kat situ ada fight... lawan perasaan, lawan kehendak, lawan masaalah... tercipta la kat situ kematangan untuk segala masaalah... orang bermasaalah banyak la sebenarnya akan lebih memahami erti sedapnya hidup ni kalau dia pandai menyimpulkan hal hal yang terjadi...

:: dan tujuan akhir hidup ni adalah bahagia dunia dan akhirat... kehidupan setelah mati... kepercayaan dan pegangan agama islam itu sendiri... aku akui bukanlah aku seorang yang taat dengan ajaran yang diajarkan... dan punya rasa malu untuk aku keutarakan perbualan mcm ni... sebab first org akan tengok KITA... aku ni cukupkah kriteria untuk berbicara demikian.... tp aku tahu, tujuan aku sebenarnya itu... walaumacamana pon jadinya aku nanti, itu yang akhirnya harus aku kejar... sinis je bunyinye... aku sendiri rasa pedas...

:: urmmm macam blog aku je aku tulis... hahaha... dah freak ckp suh aku tulis pape je... so aku tulis je la.. kalau tak sker nanti comment la... mungkin aku leh tuka topik sok... mungkin tulis pasal bende lain la plak... hehehe... almaklum la, org ni selalu perasan sendiri... kan kan kan... selagi tak ditegor memang tak sedo... dan kalau tegor pon tak sedo mungkin bile dah "terkena" baru sedo kot... adios.... chow...

- amunx -