Sacred Caved : Not In the mood...

i'm never coming back
i'm never giving in
i'll never be the shine in your spit
i disconnect the act
i disconnect the dots
i disconnect the me in me
and you're mistaken, it's you that's faking
living and breathing and dying too
this message is for anyone who cares to hear a fool
you can't bring me back, you can't bring me back
cause i gave it all back to you
thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
wreaking havoc upon this world
the disenchanted, the romantics,
the body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole
destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
and you, you make me so i need to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
to runaround kids in get-go cars
with vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
galaxies full of nobodies
giving us the farewell runarounds
i took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my face with anvil hands,
and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
and i give it all back to you
no way, i don't need it, i don't need your love to disconnect
and you make it, so real, i don't need your love to disconnect
no way to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
no way to disconnect

It's just an ode to no one...

There's so many things happened that suddenly my wonderful day. Emotion has been sinking down till i've lost my control. Anger towards some minds who don't understand but maybe caring. A near deadly accident infront of my eyes. Drastically changed mood in me. Losing trust. Biological system suddenly flat. Riding my moskito with headache and suddenly stoned condition. Luckily I'm still alive.

But everything getting normal back, when i got a sms from her. Sorry gals, it's not you...but it's something else.. So thanx for the feel good sms actually..it's make me relieved and realized that i've still have friends who care for me...;)...

Maybe it's just a sudden struck from the stress i've faced in my day job.. Now i've felt much better...