The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Accidently in Love...

"So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love"

Yesterday
"When you are spinning in the grip of someone Who is not an ordinary girl". Another meeting with old friends. Sleep well and rest.

Today
it's a wonderful day...

Poll Result : What is Your favorite Malaysia's TV Channel?

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
RTM TV1	1	7.7%
RTM TV2	0	0.0%
TV3	5	38.5%
NTV7	4	30.8%
Channel 8	2	15.4%
TV9	1	7.7%
Total	13

I'm not so Fucking Okay!

"I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

All our friends they're laughing at us
All of those you love, have mistrust us
Help me I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else there

Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

Oh, my feelings are more important than yours.
I don't care, I won't worry.
Let it go.

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay"

A little girl and a green ball

Green ball made a little girl interested to get it...

sometimes beautiful things are not like it seen..and the little girl trapped in the green ball...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Disaster...

"you gave me this
you made me give

the longest kiss
peeling furniture days
drift madly to you
pollute my heart drain

you have broken at me
broken me
all your mental armor drags me down
nothing hurts like your mouth

your loaded smiles
pretty just desserts
wish it all for you
so much it never hurts

we've been missing long before
never found our way home
we've been missing long before
where we'll find our way"

Yesterday
Got a new assignment again and again. Comics project still have some problem and yet to be solved. Had a meeting with some programmer to help me out with the portal reconstruction. So my diary will be packed till December this year. I've missed my 'badak' ..my sparing partner to eat at secret recipe. When it's come to eating adventure..this gals is the perfect partner.

Today
The lane was so wet. I can't speed more than 90 km/h. Get out early today about 6:30 a.m. The lane was so quiet and it's let me ride with relaxing mood. In our life, we've never know when we'll get sick but the better way is to prevent it. Lack of sleep and rest will slowly damage our biological and antibody defence shield. Sometimes taking too much chemical engineered pill also will signed us a lot dangerous sickness in another 10-20 years ahead. The painkillers pill is the easier ways to signed our future with some dangerous sickness if we're always taking it. Maybe in the next 10 years i'll be visiting those who like taking this pills in the hospital. That's was the favorite line of my boss who actually not into the chemically engineered pills.

When we keep our life in a normal mode , everything will be normal. Work from 9-5 and go home ..get some rest and sleep well. No matter if you're working as freelancer also need to have schedule that have a rest and sleep time that enough for your body. When our mind and brain are tired it will be more disastrous than a tired muscle or body.

This is another story when i've met a new comic artist and we're having some discussion about aladdin magic lamp story. The description and the meaning from the story actually great and something some people we'll not believe from the person who they see outside there's like he didn't know nothing. That's why there's a proverb said "Never judges book by it cover..." but some people like to judge people without really know the inside self.

Where the alladin found the magic lamp? In a cave..So where is the first verse of Al-quran found?..when the magic lamp didn't be used and been keep up on the closet..So wat happened to the Holy Alquran nowadays? Does we read it like we read our Mangga magazine? Maybe some of us have it in our house but how many times does we read it and feel every meaning of it? But all this answer are between us and HIM. Have HIM be unfair to us? Have we've ever thanx HIM for keep we living in this beautiful world?

Nowadys some people they pray not because sincerely they have to do it but some are just want to show off. Some times this people actually they only know how to pray but they've never really know the meaning of it. And they can't even read the Holy Al-Quran. So how come they can judge people?

Selamat Hari Isnin...

The Monday Glory?
After a busiest weekend..

Poll Result : Your favorite places to have vacation to?

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
Seashore	7	23.3%
Highlands	9	30.0%
Big city	8	26.7%
Village	5	16.7%
Stay at home	1	3.3%
Total	30

the motorcycle lane diary - It's so wet...

"See the little boy holding mama's hand
His eyes can see the things we've long forgotten
The world is easy now--and somehow
He's right
Until there is this day when Mickey Mouse must go away"

Yesterday
It's kinda busy in my day job office. Sometimes i've felt like losing in handling all the project and assignment had been given to me. But my superior always told me that to take it as a challenge. Yes... i might and i would...? It's the nature of working..it's not a work or job if there's no term of 'busy'.

Maybe what's make us feel stress because of wrongly strategy we had. Like the CEO of IBM did said that 'Failure is the road to success."

Sometimes i've just wanted to be as a little boy again. No need to think about a complicated things. All around us is something that joyful. When we're in pain there's always an adult backing us up. But it's a fact that every living thing has to grow and then get old and die.

It's also getting busy in my parent house. We're preparing things for my brother's wedding event on 4th June 2006. My elder sister has arrived in shah alam yesterday. My younger brother also had taken a long holiday for this wedding day.

Today
Yesterday suddenly i've felt all my biological system halt. Damn..this thing kept coming for a several time this month. I've no idea about it and the doctor said it's was noothing ..but i've guess it has to be something. Sometimes doctor cannot detect what's happen to their patient.This always happen.

Today i woke up at 6.00 a.m. Went to my parent house and then start my moskito to the office. The lane today is so wet...luckily it's not so many motorcycle at 7.00 a.m today.

Joke of the Day: Salesmanship!!

A young guy from Oklahoma moves to California and goes to a big
"everything under one roof" department store looking for a job.

The manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?"

The kid says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home in Oklahoma."

Well, the boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start
tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did" His
first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the
store was locked up, the boss came down.

"How many sales did you make today?"

The kid says, "One."

The boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a
day. You're going to have to improve considerably or look for
another job! How much was the sale for?"

The kid says, "$112,237.64."

The boss says, "$112,237.64?! What the hell did you sell?!"

Kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a
medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook.

Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I asked him where he was
going fishing and he said down at the lake, so I told him he was
gonna need a boat, so we went down to the boat department and I
sold him a new bass boat. Then he said he didn't think his Honda
Civic would pull it, so I took him down to the automotive
department and sold him that new Ford pick-up. I asked him how long
he was going to be out at the lake and after he said 5 or 6 days I
took him down to the RV department and sold him a slide-in camper
for the truck."

The boss said, "A guy came in here to buy a fish hook and you sold
him a boat, a truck and a camper?"

Kid says, "No, he came in here to buy a box of tampons for his wife
and I said, 'Well, your weekend's shot, you might as well go
fishing.'"

The Motorcycle Lane Diary - Wohooo...

"When I feel heavy metal
And I'm pins and I'm needles
Well, I lie and I'm easy
All of the time but I'm never sure
Why I need you
Yes I need you..."

Yesterday
It's a tiring day when i've been assign to revamp the portal. So it's gonna be 24/7 hard work and maybe need more freelancer to help us mostly in the designing part. Ida and Ajak also will involved in this assignment.

Went home and followed my sister to shopped for my brother's wedding function. Arrived at studio at 9:30 p.m. Goosh i've guess will missing the writing from Angel as she already going back to B.P. She wrote in her blog said that she will rest for a moment.

Internet sometimes created friends without we seen each other but still have a touch of friendship that what in real life had.

Marina still not deliver her baby although it's already at it due date. Reload might be busy or nervous waiting for his first child. Nelli are busy with her office work. Exike still waiting for his payment and doing some freelance jobs. Saripol and elita might be busy with their work too. Elymie got herself a brand new 5.0 Megapixels Olympus digital camera. Lily as usual not been heard..might be she also busy with her work and i don't get a chance to lunch with her because i'm also become a victim of busy work. Faridah had a lot event going on and that's was a very tiring. My Kambeng Nakal already back to work after 2 weeks of medical leave because of infected with the Dengue. It's been a long time i've don't go out with my lovely moe and meoww. Yes...everyone is busy..Maybe there'll be a time free for us to spend time together. I've missed moe and meoww electric hand massage..

S.ot.D - Tender by BLUR

Tender is the night
lying by your side.
Tender is the touch
of someone that you love to much.
Tender is the day
the demons go away.
Lord, I need to find
someone who can heal my mind.

Chorus
Come on, come on, come on
get through it.
Come on, come on, come on
love's the greatest thing.
Come on, come on, come on
get through it.
Come on, come on, come on
love's the greatest thing, that we have,
I'm waiting for that feeling,waiting for that feeling,
waiting for that feeling to come...
Oh my baby, oh my baby
oh why, oh my (x2)

Tender is the ghost
The ghost I love the most.
Hiding from the sun
waiting for the night to come.
Tender is my heart
it's screwing up my life.
Lord, I need to find
someone who can heal my mind...
Chorus (x2)

Tender is the night
lying by your side.
Tender is the touch
of someone that you love to much.
Tender is my heart
it's screwing up my life.
Lord, I need to find
someone who can heal my mind...
Chorus
Oh my baby, oh my baby
Heal me, heal me

Still don't get a time to paint my studio.

Q.ot.D: Failure teach us to Success...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary: Yippie..shalalala..lalalal

"Maybe I need fantasy
A life of chasing Butterfly
I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never comin' back
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

In our inner self, sometimes to express our thought or to let our feelings go. Sometimes it's just because of the situation we're in. After a busy period i've tried to called my 'kambeng nakal'.It's just my senses that she was not in a healthy situation. OMG she infected with Dengue. But luckily and thanx to God that she was ok and today i've got a message from her that she's o.k.

Yeah there was a lot memory with her. And she also said that she try to change a lot. And that was a kind of good news i've ever heard today.

Far far away from this beloved country, there is my sis who said she's sad because her mother just came from to malaysia from her visiting there. At least she get to see her mother for a week. So be though and brave girl.

Back to this land, my another sis was so tired. Yes it can be seen from her face even she try to smile or make everything is normal but the tiring face was so exposeable and noticeable. I do hope she take a good care for her health and i've actually worried because she has a migrain..not a light ..but actually very serious thou. Why i'm so afraid and so worried if someone especially someone who are close with me..because i knew how hard and painful for the people who has this disease.

In this period of second quarter of 2006, everybody seemed to be a quite busy with their life and work. Some of them maybe have a lot work to do, some of them might waiting for the new soul to add in their life, some of them are still lost in decision, some of them actually are just selfish and etc.

Regarding for all the factor above but sometimes it'll be some minor event that will make everyone one of us come back together. We might don't ever realized it.

Every single step we make in everyday for our journey will be a learning phase..So don't afraid because we're just learning and always trying to fix things for a better life...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Never push something over its limit...

Never push something over its limit...unless it's for X-Limit pdf mags. In our life there's not only our very ownself but we're living with others in order to keep this symbiotic life on and on.

Sometimes we might lose our emotion or suddenly anger created without us knowing it. Therefore some thing might not be pushed to it's limit.

...

Olla ollie loompa...

with a headache and flattend sleepy head till morning. so who's your real friends?

in the meeting my boss advice me don't get to be lied by friend because business is business.

Yet some friends they using 'friend' to take a advantage. But some they're respectul separately between term of 'friend' and 'client'.

Start today till the end of these year will be all out in our department. There'll be a really restless and sure-fire pressure. So some drastically decision will be made to terminate some of the freelancer who not commited because i can't let them using the citizen's money for the own good without giving the work done properly.

And hope some people they'll learn to speak and choosing words wisely without hurting other people feeling .Sometimes they thought it's just a joke for them but should be care about it wisely.

sometimes their words made other people feel very annoyed. so do care about other people because we're living in the symbiosis system of life and if you said you don't give a damn about it..it's just make yourself a selfish homo sapien thou...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Heaven after hell...

It's so relieving when the promotional printed comic project will not be done for the Jubli Emas event. My boss said we'll do it for the september event.

Enough is enough. so there's no more chance to give to people who never learn their mistake or who just love to take advantages for their own sake. Even some friends they've just loved raping the words so called a friend.

Sketch it up..

Jangan hanya untuk tatapan

Jangan hanya untuk tatapan..begitu juga diri..jangan dipandang oranga dari luaran
jangan terlalu bermegah jika org nampak amalan kita..jangan memperlekehkan mereka yang terlalai..tidak ada dalam ajaran islam bermegah..kadangkala ilmu kita sebenarnya sedikit..cuma nampak lebih sebab kita terlalu riak..amin.

Cunnya awek tu...

"senja"

Difficult Big Places: New Faces In the office

finally after a long time a new faces come join our department. one is a guy who doing his practical and one is gal who cute locate near my place. Still don't have a chance to greet her. But said to be one of our dbp's staff daughter.

So anyway it's still a difficult big places with so many pressure projects to be handle. The jayapati comic team said that they might want to continued the ilustration part. I know maybe hard for them to discontinued the project because they don't want this project to be like Syah mardan where the quality of illustration suddenly drop. For the decision and thought they've actually i did respect it for they know the reason why. That spirit is not easy to find nowadays..

End/

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : RideThis Life...

"sudah berulang kali aku percaya
namun ternyata tak ada beda
kau anggap mudah yang dulu ku salah
hingga aku menyangka
diri ini bagaikan tak berarti di matamu

bila kau malam gelap aku bintangmu
ku terangi dirimu dengan cintaku
agar kau bisa mencintai cinta
dan menyayangi cinta
setulus kau menyayangi dirimu kekasihku

jangan benci bilang cinta
jangan marah bilang sayang
jangan mendustai hati
bila engkau memang suka
jangan kau merasa jauh
bila kau dekat denganku
jangan kau menganggap cinta
mudah datang mudah pergi"

Yesterday
I'm having fun to finish up the "Goldeneye: Rogue Agent" PS2 game.

Today
Not much scene along the motorcycle lane but i've rode my moskito in a sleepy mode. Still not seen the so cool scooter and till now i didn't know what's brand that scooter was. it'll be my next thing to buy. it's just cool than my moskito and gilera. It's so awesome. Like Power rangers bike.
The mystery also getting more complicated and heard the rumour more people were trying to find the truth. It's getting more to 85% in my confident to believe it when there's some people who can interact with this mysteries that not from our family. So we've just wait and see.

End..

Sacred Caved : And Time will be coming soon...

"All the girls pose the same for pictures
All the boys got the same girls hair.
And I am bored because I feel much older,
Look at me as if I got a reason to stare.
But you talk so loud, that it calms me down.
You're crying, let's make a toast.

She says she's leavin on a Sunday,
I don't care I need to know where to turn.
I tried it once it never caught on,
I was the only one who got burned.

Suddenly between sheets and eyelids, I am reminded why I don't do this.
I fall in love far too quickly,
I never want her to forget me.
When you're gone,
Will you call?
Will you write? "

Another holiday just to rest my biological system. On friday i've just resting in my studio and published my see: R.O.S.A #5 online mags. And have a meeting with a new comic artist. He said that he'll having a show at Galeri Shah Alam in Monday. And definitely i've forgotten about it and about going to KL thou.

Today after settled all the bill, I went home to my parent house and stucked there to clean up the house. It's all for the wedding ceremony on this coming 4th June. It's my brother's wedding. I've guess much more to do than i've think of. Maybe this coming saturday we've to paint the room. Today we've just finished paint the infront porch only. There made me fall asleep and all the rested have becoming tiring day today.

tommorow must be a hard day thou. When ever i walk my ass in the work place everything seemed to be changed. It's just too much. Now i've heard that we will took charged fully on the portal. That's meant there'll be gonna more job and we need more people. If there's possibility i've might working out as freelancer there and no more to be as so called government employee. So we need to reconstruct the new team there.. i've meant a technical team.

So there'll be also a good chances to get a neww freelance job for my IT freelancer friends out there. But still don't get the better view of the situation but i've guess there'll be a lot of prospect for them if there'll be a reconstruction in our department and the change of the portal management.

So this will be my last holiday because start tommorow it's getting very though among the years i've spend working in Multimedia Department of DBP. So i've to just wait and flow with the changing air.

Thought i could managed to upload my 'Cupid" project but couldn't be done too. It's just a site to share with a friends who want to be love. It'll consist of article compiled from various PUA online and relationship system.

We're also trying our new e-commerce system in 3oh7. But it's still in testing period.

end...

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Hikayat Pegasus Merah...The Golden Years!

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R.o.S.A 's angels

'Angels without a wings..
A special treat for R.o.S.A"

Once upon a time...the three of us

me, my lovely moe and meoww.

this gals are really talented in composing a good music.
all of us are so busy with our own life and career. So that's life...
Maybe someday..

Once upon a time...

Once upon a time... journey to pangkor...

Kenapa rumput itu hijau..tidak biru?

"Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpakut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu"

kenapa tidak rumput itu biru warnanya?

Poll Result : Your Favorite day in a week?

Answer Votes % Chart Sunday 2 11.8% Monday 0 0.0% Tuesday 2 11.8% Wednesday 3 17.6% Thursday 3 17.6% Friday 6 35.3% Saturday 1 5.9% Total 17

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Purr...

"I see your wishes on the wall, and that's all right with me
I see you run to make a call, hoping that there's someone free
your life and my life they don't touch at all, and that's no way to be
we've never seemed so far

what's real? what is true?
I ain't turning my back on you
where're you goin'? where've you been?
making wishes, watching dreams

it might be simple, it might be true, I might be overwhelmed by you
you might be empty, the way your eyes just look right through
it's such a mess now anyway, wish fulfillment every day
I don't believe you, now I can't hear a word you say

I see you shaking in the light, reading the headline news
the others they're not quite so bright, we want them to choose you
I could almost see your face tonight, singing simple rhythm'n'blues
you'll always be a star..."
-Thurston Moore-

Yesterday
I've been a little emotionally feels caused from the unstable suddenly stoned condition. The Doctor said it's might be too much acidic or toxicide inside the blood stream but the result will come out soon. I've trying to slow down my smoking habit and always trying. Try to changed the look of this blogs but still there's no ideas to come out so i've to not keep the resting page to long. So i've opened back this blogs. Hope there'll some ideas getting out from my brain on weekend..Hope so.

Sleep and lost my view.

Today
As usual I woke up at 5:45 a.m and get ready for work. Have my breakfast companied by Razak. Now i'm typing this blogs and there's nothing much to write about for this morning..

p/s: Excuse the bitchin' - I shouldn't complain..I should have no feeling, 'because feeling is pain
As everything I need is denied me and everything I want is taken away from me
But who do I got to blame? Nobody but me...

Sacred Caved : Not In the mood...

i'm never coming back
i'm never giving in
i'll never be the shine in your spit
i disconnect the act
i disconnect the dots
i disconnect the me in me
and you're mistaken, it's you that's faking
living and breathing and dying too
this message is for anyone who cares to hear a fool
you can't bring me back, you can't bring me back
cause i gave it all back to you
thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
wreaking havoc upon this world
the disenchanted, the romantics,
the body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole
destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
and you, you make me so i need to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
to runaround kids in get-go cars
with vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
galaxies full of nobodies
giving us the farewell runarounds
i took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane,
lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my face with anvil hands,
and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
and i give it all back to you
no way, i don't need it, i don't need your love to disconnect
and you make it, so real, i don't need your love to disconnect
no way to disconnect
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect
no way to disconnect

It's just an ode to no one...

There's so many things happened that suddenly my wonderful day. Emotion has been sinking down till i've lost my control. Anger towards some minds who don't understand but maybe caring. A near deadly accident infront of my eyes. Drastically changed mood in me. Losing trust. Biological system suddenly flat. Riding my moskito with headache and suddenly stoned condition. Luckily I'm still alive.

But everything getting normal back, when i got a sms from her. Sorry gals, it's not you...but it's something else.. So thanx for the feel good sms actually..it's make me relieved and realized that i've still have friends who care for me...;)...

Maybe it's just a sudden struck from the stress i've faced in my day job.. Now i've felt much better...

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : Butterfly fly free...

"On certain Sundays in September...When the weather bothers me.. empty drawers of other day...Where my shadows used to be...And she is standing by the lake...As her smile begins to curl In this or any other day...She is something altogether different...Never just an ordinary girl"

" With who it's best to watch the sunrise or sunset? One of my friend girl asked this question. I said it's no matter with who actually we watch that beatiful scene. If we love someone even doing some simple things like sitting by the lake or just walk around the garden it's doesn't matter at all..because we're with our love one..."

Why i've feel so wonderful today? but it's really so wonderful today...

Yesterday

Having a quite busy day.. went home to my parent house and played with 'pipah'. She really missed her uncle. And so did i. Went out with my sister in law to shopped some things for my brother's wedding. Went back to studio at about 9:30 p.m. Meeting with a new comic artist who wanted to try in DBP's comic job. Madfozi's called said he'll come to my studio. We've a chat and then sleep. But we not doing the traditional 'Cakar Dinding" . He did asked what's 'cakar dinding' meant because he heard that word from Saripol.

Today

Wake up at 7.00 am. Having Fried mee hoon for my breakfast. I've just suddenly feel wonderful today. It's just feel like to be wonderful...

22 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP

1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.

2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.

3. You keep more food than carbonated drinks in the fridge.

4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.

5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator.

6. You watch the News.

7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up.

8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.

9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."

10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next
door won't turn down the stereo.

11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.

12. You don't know what time McDonald closes anymore.

13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.

14. You feed your cat Whisskas instead of McDonald's leftovers.

15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.

16. You no longer take naps from noon to 6 PM!

17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the beginning
of one.

18. Eating a basket of chicken wings at 3 AM now severely upsets,
rather than settles, your stomach.

19. If you're a gal, you go to the drug store for ibuprofen and
antacid, not condoms and pregnancy tests.

20. You actually eat breakfast food at breakfast time.

21. 90% of the time you spend in front of a computer is for real
work.

22. You drink at home to save money before going to a mamak stall/warung.

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : The Rule of third...

"Chances throw

Nothing's free
Longing for what used to be
Still it's hard
Hard to see
Fragile lives, shattered dreams"

Yesterday
It's been a busiest day with meeting and such. And another trip down in my biological system. It's getting easier for me to get sick nowadays. Maybe the polluted air i've breathe and my so called body defense system are not so working well.

This year i've always applied "The Rule of Third" in any situation. This is not the rule like the photographer knew. It's the rule when we're giving chances or try until third time. This rule usually i've used in while my teenager years. When it's come to the third kind, the result will come drastically. Everything will be change if the rule of third come to it's limit. Yes everything has a limit but i do know one thing there's no limit..that's X-Limit.

Yesterday i've felt so sleepy and very tired. Guess i've to getaway to some island for vacation. In life when ever someone leave you, There'll be another someone will come into your life. That's what happened in comic bussines. When all i've thought as a friend who can gave a good commitment but they've been rape the words of 'Friends' by taking some advantages to make things just not important thing...but then still there's some people who i've never know in my life come to help. So life's is mystery. Sometimes so called friends is just a words. It's differ with Best friends. Best friends don't cut friend's hair...

Having a good sleep to rest my biological system...

Today
It's wonderful day today....

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : As we gazed at the sunrise...

"wherever you are
you will carry always
truth of the scars
and the darkness of your faith

what you save is
what you lose out in the end

slowly move on
how did we get to here
it all went wrong
gravity claiming all your tears
everything looks so much better now"

Yesterday
Last time i've gazed at the sunrise is about last year at P.D while having a workshop on comic development. Gazing at it was a great beautiful moment...even though it's just a gaze. Past two days i've been busied resetup my studio as i now live there alone. There's some friends who help me. I called my badak biru just to know how she doing in U.K. Then sleep at 4:00 a.m.

Today
I've felt so sleepy today but still managed to wake up at 5:45 a.m. I've a very short sleep today. I've stopped at my parent house before going to work. It's just like any other Monday, feel as lazy to go to work.

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

when looking back to the past and return to the present time, it's feel like some people will lose something that they're own. And it's happen just like that without we're realizing that we're losing something...

I shouldn't complain
I should have no feeling, 'cuz feeling is pain
As everything I need is denied me
And everything I want is taken away from me
But who do I got to blame? Nobody but me

As a ordinary human being, complaining is just one of our nature behaviour. When we've some feeling and there's come the emotional control until we're losing control.. and comes a feeling where we're losing trust to everyone else except ourself..and felt like everyone is staying away from us.. but sometimes it's just not good to our health to think all are in our way..living is just like symbiotic system where we've to learn about each other.

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light

Life is a big studio of acting. We can be who ever we wish to be. Some people might say they know you well but indeed they're just seen the mask. In everyone of us have so many mask taht we can wear. It's just not a plain world actually.

tiptoe to your moon
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

Sometimes we're just missed someone so badly but she or he doesn't know about it. What's important is what's we believe...

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love

Sometimes it's just so hard to make a choices. Even though there's an option but it's just stucked there. Words cannot coming out from the heart. Sometimes we're just busy looking for our broken pieces. We're missing something in the past and take too much time fixing it...

You said you couldn't stay
You've seen it all before
I know
Oh, honey, that's OK

When I find out
I hope it's you who set this trap

But, to me, it's all the same
And I lost my page. Again
I know this is so rare
But, I'll try my luck with you
This life is on my side
Well, I am your one?
"Believe me, this is a chance," oh oh

Oh, it's never gonna be
It's sad, but I agree
The signals don't seem right
They last for just one night, and then
I'm sorry that I said:
"That we were just good friends"

We sometimes thought everything is gonna be okay but it won't. we sometimes too hard or not too hard learning something. Sometimes luck will work but sometimes it's won't...

So take the photographs, and still-frames in your mind.
Hang it on the shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoo's of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

In every event occured in our life should brings some meaning to our ownself. Take it's as a learning or just throw it away like a cheap trash. So whatever happens it'll make our life more meaningful and yet to be remembered...

p/s: What's going on when we're waking up from a fucked up dream suddenly everything's? looking good

Sacred Cave: It's halfly done...

Finally i've managed to resetup my studio even it's halfly done. Need to paint with a new look...maybe on this coming saturday. With a help from one my friend it's nicely done. Reload and nelli have come visit this evening and we've a drinks at stabukdina.

Yeah even staying alone and have to pull out more money from my wallet every month from now but it's feel like heaven thou.

One room become a bedroom, the biggest room will be my work place and i've already move my sofa and tv in a living room.

So it's really feel nice than hell....

GOD:a.m v.1

"sometimes shit happens!"

Bintang-bintang di langit..

Malam sunyi sepi tapi gwe sibuk kemas sikit sikit. Tapi cam tak beshlak..maybe sebab tak cat lagi kot. Gwe mau bikin separuh warna pink dan separuh warna hijau. bilik studio tu bior le warna cokelat. dan bilik tidur pun sama coklat. Toilet ingat nak kasi biru kot..kasi aman sejahtera masa melabur. Dapur tu pun nak kena kemas gak le..buang apa yang patut. Ye le nanti ada org nak masak kat situ tak le segan.. Tak gitu Chef Nizam?

Lepak sengsorang ok gak..tu le kata akak yang aku tak pernah ingat nama dia.jiran paling peramah masa kat UC dulu. Maybe sebab dia cikgu sekolah kot. Tapi aku rasa yang aku selalu tegur tiga org je la kot..uncle bawah sekali, Akak cikgu tu dan ada sorang brother cermin mata tapi da pindah sebab dia dah beli umah kat BUkit Rimau. Skang ni ramai bebudak student Uitm je la kot. Ramai gak le yang cecomel bebudak sabah tu..Entah le dari dulu memang minat tgk awek-awek dari sabah sarawak ni. Maybe Sebab loghat depa kot. Tapi yang paling penting comel....egegegegeg.

Ini entah bila tah nak siap settle kemas ni. Kalau yus angkat barang awal hari tu mesti da setel da ni.

Aku tgh tunggu madfozi kata nak lepak tido sini pas jumpa klien. tak de sampai pun..sesat ke apa mamat ni.

ok la esok sambung la pulak..

Rain rain go away...

It's gonna rain heavily and i'm still in the office. Something isn't right but i don't know what it is. There's no more chirping sound of that bird anymore. Something is getting near but don't really know what it is. It's just a feeling of something.

We've been in such of everything...

They've tested us in every angle...

And i know something is going on but couldn't describe what it is..

Lost in the situation i've never imagine of...

Keep our self strong no matter happen...

Just A words: I'm just want to be me..

Yesterday one of my old friend gave me a call. It's been a quite long time and suddenly we'll never know that we could hear the voice of our old friend. She said she got my number from my ex-girlfriend, the sweet Zati.

After a quite talk and chat there's some interesting topics came to surface. It's about her and his fiancee. She said that she actually getting bored with her job and asked for my opinion. I've said as usual if you're already getting another job then she could leave her former job or else. She said that her fiancee asked her to quit and help him with his business. Finally she just doing nothing because she's not into that business. So that actually made their relationship a little bit bitter.

For me what his fiancee did what absolutely good intention. But she's not really agree with it. So i've asked what's really the problem? She said that even it was a good intention but she's actually wanted to be out from the bad situation but not to make him altered her entire life.

What's she wanted is going back to work and find the purpose but it doesnt to have to be the same job. A job of some sort gives her purpose.

the favorite advice i heard from her was " You can NOT take a woman and decide you are going to "change her life for the better" by getting her to quite her job, alter her entire lifestyle, and become someone who she is not. "

It's something interesting facts actually when man like us didn't really noticed. So i talked to her the best thing to do is keep discussing with her fiancee because everything is best to work it out together face to face.

Sometimes we're not paying so much attention to little things..

The Motorcycle Lane Diary : After a not so good rest...

With worries on my mind
Waste away the time

day there was a storm
Closed up all the doors
So restricted

Put my life of shame
Through the window pane
Now I'm blessed

Cause god created Sundays
So we could stay in
And watch the rain falling down
I lay on my bed
I feel all left out
I switch off my head

Yesterday And the rest day before...
I've taken a long holiday to rest my mind and thought i could re-setup the studio but what the heck that Yus move his thing last night. So there's nothing i could do to my studio.

People do change as so do the environment. So my studio need a little change with the look. For my past year i always do worried much about others and that make me lost in my ownself. Maybe that's my characteristic that i couldn't make it dissapear. It's just make us happy when we actually could help someone but anyway it's just a help. But some people that saw it differently and wrongly accused for what we've done. To look just a gaze is not a same when we're looking with deep into something.

And it's just made me happy to see someone is happy. After a long time my kambeng nakal sms me about her operation. Although we're not so closed now but instead we're still friends. Sometimes what we've planned not work out in the way we've planned. But sometimes we're though we're happy and actually it's not.

Life's a large opera theatre because we've to live in it.

But whatever happen life's still wonderful and extraordinary.

Today...
I woke up late again but still not late arrived at my office. I've remembered that on 3 a.m i did heard a crying soundbut there's no one around. I know maybe someone is really sad but i don't know who it is. Sometimes we've never get a clue about mysterious thing happen in our life. It's just happen because shit happens.

Poll Result: : Your Favorite Rock Kapak Band

The result are :

Answer	Votes	%	Chart
Search	20	47.6%
Wings	5	11.9%
Lefthanded	4	9.5%
B.P.R	3	7.1%
Olan	6	14.3%
May	4	9.5%
Total	42

Sacred Caved : Changing...

Finally after wasting 2 days of holiday, i now can startreconstruct the studio. I'll paint it pink and green. And one room will be absolutely studio for teaching multimedia.

Luckily someone has offered to help me re-setup the studio.

So now i've to move the tv out from the room.

So friend there's one working table and chair for auction...Siapa cepat dia dapat...