Thursday, May 04, 2006

Keep our self strong no matter happen...

Just A words: I'm just want to be me..

Yesterday one of my old friend gave me a call. It's been a quite long time and suddenly we'll never know that we could hear the voice of our old friend. She said she got my number from my ex-girlfriend, the sweet Zati.

After a quite talk and chat there's some interesting topics came to surface. It's about her and his fiancee. She said that she actually getting bored with her job and asked for my opinion. I've said as usual if you're already getting another job then she could leave her former job or else. She said that her fiancee asked her to quit and help him with his business. Finally she just doing nothing because she's not into that business. So that actually made their relationship a little bit bitter.

For me what his fiancee did what absolutely good intention. But she's not really agree with it. So i've asked what's really the problem? She said that even it was a good intention but she's actually wanted to be out from the bad situation but not to make him altered her entire life.

What's she wanted is going back to work and find the purpose but it doesnt to have to be the same job. A job of some sort gives her purpose.

the favorite advice i heard from her was " You can NOT take a woman and decide you are going to "change her life for the better" by getting her to quite her job, alter her entire lifestyle, and become someone who she is not. "

It's something interesting facts actually when man like us didn't really noticed. So i talked to her the best thing to do is keep discussing with her fiancee because everything is best to work it out together face to face.

Sometimes we're not paying so much attention to little things..





The Motorcycle Lane Diary : After a not so good rest...

With worries on my mind
Waste away the time

day there was a storm
Closed up all the doors
So restricted

Put my life of shame
Through the window pane
Now I'm blessed

Cause god created Sundays
So we could stay in
And watch the rain falling down
I lay on my bed
I feel all left out
I switch off my head

Yesterday And the rest day before...
I've taken a long holiday to rest my mind and thought i could re-setup the studio but what the heck that Yus move his thing last night. So there's nothing i could do to my studio.

People do change as so do the environment. So my studio need a little change with the look. For my past year i always do worried much about others and that make me lost in my ownself. Maybe that's my characteristic that i couldn't make it dissapear. It's just make us happy when we actually could help someone but anyway it's just a help. But some people that saw it differently and wrongly accused for what we've done. To look just a gaze is not a same when we're looking with deep into something.

And it's just made me happy to see someone is happy. After a long time my kambeng nakal sms me about her operation. Although we're not so closed now but instead we're still friends. Sometimes what we've planned not work out in the way we've planned. But sometimes we're though we're happy and actually it's not.

Life's a large opera theatre because we've to live in it.

But whatever happen life's still wonderful and extraordinary.

Today...
I woke up late again but still not late arrived at my office. I've remembered that on 3 a.m i did heard a crying soundbut there's no one around. I know maybe someone is really sad but i don't know who it is. Sometimes we've never get a clue about mysterious thing happen in our life. It's just happen because shit happens.


Poll Result: : Your Favorite Rock Kapak Band

The result are :
Answer Votes % Chart
Search 20 47.6%
Wings 5 11.9%
Lefthanded 4 9.5%
B.P.R 3 7.1%
Olan 6 14.3%
May 4 9.5%
Total 42

Sacred Caved : Changing...

Finally after wasting 2 days of holiday, i now can startreconstruct the studio. I'll paint it pink and green. And one room will be absolutely studio for teaching multimedia.

Luckily someone has offered to help me re-setup the studio.

So now i've to move the tv out from the room.

So friend there's one working table and chair for auction...Siapa cepat dia dapat...